PSA

I know I repeat myself. Its not for others, its for me. And sometimes I continue to make the same mistakes over & over. Please, please be patient with me, God isn't finish with me yet.

This morning, while standing on the platform, I noticed something about myself. A woman was walking down the stairs toward me. Pretty face, long hair and about the same age as I am. As she walked past, I noticed her butt, yeah I am man and human. She turnes around and looked me in the face. Asked did I like what I see. Told her yes and got her name and number. I will call her this afternoon. While riding the train, too many people & people be all up in ya face, so a conversation would be stressful for the both of us. Only proves one thing for me though.

It proves that one she is single and takes very good care of herself. Isn't afraid to meet new people, comfortable with who she is. I don't know if she goes online, but from those few seconds, I can guess she doesn't...but maybe she does. It also proves she hasnothing to hide, which brings me to my other point.

From my experiences with women, most having something to hide. Its either their daily life; how they live or living. Or, their body. Let's start with how they are living. Most people, not only women, lie to hide something. Either its feelings or something else, I can't call it. When meeting women online I had stated I go by my first impression and that's their picture. Most women take those 'mirror' pictures, I dislike those, but I look. Most take pictures of their butts or turned 3/4's in the picture so that you see the butt & breast. Look further into the profile and they state they aren't into 'booty calls', its all about them and they want some one to start taking care of them. I guess they have a hard time doing it for themselves. I can't see me taking care of a woman other than she being my wife. And besides, wha do they have to bring to the table?

I treat people in general the way I want to be treated, and I know I can't get that from everyone at all times. It would be nice, ut it doesn't happen like that in real life. People will do shit on the sneak tip, act one way with you and another way with other people. I've seen it s many times in the work place. Me, I treat ALL people the same, no matter what your status is in the compnay. I won't disrespect you if you don't disrespect me. And playing word games, I rankright up there with the best of them. Like at work, the powers that be seems they are having a hard time saying good morning to me when I say it first. I feel this way, reguardless of what happened on your commute to work, leave that shit at home or in your car. I didn't do anything to you, so don't take your madness out on me.

Not to mention coworkers who are the same level as you as in job structure & status, they act one way with you, but when they get around 'the man', they are totally different. You know what I say in the work place now, I can't wait for the zombies to come cause they ARE coming. And when they come, we will see what's what and who is who.