...you can't handle thr truth !!
Listen, I'm not perfect and I certainly don't try to be.I have quite a few faults about me, one is my teeth. I don't harbor on it much, but its one thing I wish I could change about me. I don't want a lot of money, I don't need a good paying job, I want to have nice teeth. The out come of my teeth are and is my fault. I own up to that, as with much of everything I do, I own up to it. Be it good or bad and I did it, I will own up to it. Simple like that. If something goes wrong and I played a major role in it, 'I did it". What? You can't kill me over it, it isn't THAT deep...or is it?
In that line of thinking, I know I can be an asshole. Rephrase that, a 'complete' asshole. It doesn't happen that much or even all the time, but I have been know to be assholish. Spell check wanted to change that word to 'abolish', go figure. I subscribe online to The Huntington something something, which they, the company owns AOL, it comes in my email, about 5 or 6 of them. If the headlines grab my eye, I read or save it for later on. Notice lately... a lot of women are having issues with men. Not only is it in writing, but some of the women that I come across are having problems with their ex's. You know what I say? Why did you answer the phone? What did you think had or has changed with him since you broke up with him? I know just what it is too. Its that chemical that get releases in the female brain.
So she is having a GREAT week. getting things accomplished at home AND at work, but work seems to be more work, so she puts more energy into work. She goes home late, after 7pm. is she trying to do away with her personal life and places more emphasis on work than her personal life? Guess so, cause it seems to be working, she has found a balance. But I detect something in her voice when we conversate over the phone. She doesn't let me get a word in edgewise. I know the feeling cause I too do the same thing, and I know what it comes from. It comes from having a lot to say and no one to say it to. her phone rings, and she answers, why, I don't really know. But we as humans tend to do things and see things completely different. Its like this for example. Chocolate taste good and you eat and eat, but you don't see the weight you gain from it. So, with her, everything is going okay, the phone rings and she feels that she is strong enough to deal with any bullshit he throws at her...she's not.
I wake up to a text, '...I just got off the phone with my ex, what does he want to continue to hurt me so bad. Why are people mean?' I say to myself, people will do only what you allow them to do to you. You answered the phone. I'm suppose to spend Sunday, which I just remembered is Easter, suppose to go to the movies. If she decides she is emotionally strong enough to see me, I don't want to go to the movies. We are going to have a long talk.
In that line of thinking, I know I can be an asshole. Rephrase that, a 'complete' asshole. It doesn't happen that much or even all the time, but I have been know to be assholish. Spell check wanted to change that word to 'abolish', go figure. I subscribe online to The Huntington something something, which they, the company owns AOL, it comes in my email, about 5 or 6 of them. If the headlines grab my eye, I read or save it for later on. Notice lately... a lot of women are having issues with men. Not only is it in writing, but some of the women that I come across are having problems with their ex's. You know what I say? Why did you answer the phone? What did you think had or has changed with him since you broke up with him? I know just what it is too. Its that chemical that get releases in the female brain.
So she is having a GREAT week. getting things accomplished at home AND at work, but work seems to be more work, so she puts more energy into work. She goes home late, after 7pm. is she trying to do away with her personal life and places more emphasis on work than her personal life? Guess so, cause it seems to be working, she has found a balance. But I detect something in her voice when we conversate over the phone. She doesn't let me get a word in edgewise. I know the feeling cause I too do the same thing, and I know what it comes from. It comes from having a lot to say and no one to say it to. her phone rings, and she answers, why, I don't really know. But we as humans tend to do things and see things completely different. Its like this for example. Chocolate taste good and you eat and eat, but you don't see the weight you gain from it. So, with her, everything is going okay, the phone rings and she feels that she is strong enough to deal with any bullshit he throws at her...she's not.
I wake up to a text, '...I just got off the phone with my ex, what does he want to continue to hurt me so bad. Why are people mean?' I say to myself, people will do only what you allow them to do to you. You answered the phone. I'm suppose to spend Sunday, which I just remembered is Easter, suppose to go to the movies. If she decides she is emotionally strong enough to see me, I don't want to go to the movies. We are going to have a long talk.
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