It's Funny...

I don't claim that I entirely know how a woman or women think, nobody does. But I ask the women that I know and sleep with, what is it about me they like besides sex. And the answer is weak.

My ex is the ONLY one who gave me the answer that I was looking for...for the matter, the only answer. She told me that even though she loves me and knows for a fact that I am sleeping with other women, that when I spend the weekend with her, I am there with her. She enjoys my company, my conversation and sex is only 2nd or 3rd what she loves about our time together. NICE !!

These other woman that I see...its only a sexual relationship on my part. See, they want that extra paycheck that I bring along with our sexual romps. They don't like or love me for me, its what I can do for them. I admit, these womanmake more money than me, and my earnings are extra that they think they can spend.

Another thing is...my ex doesn't have any children. Not saying that a woman with children is a problem, but it is. Why do they think its my responsiblity to support their children? Where is their fathers at? What's the deal with that. I hear if you love me. You love my children. No I don't, but I don't dislike them. But they aren't mine & my responsiblity. Its crazy.

Another thing is this. A woman with 2 jobs, where is there time for me. Oh, that small window when you have 'maybe' 8 or 9 hours between jobs, you find time for me? That isn't a relationship to me, its satifying your sexual needs which I have no problems with.

Still searching.