Two All Beef Patties, Special Sauce, Lettuce, Cheese...

...pickles on a seame seed bun. We want $15 an hour. Sounds fair,well listen to my take on it.

Okay, say they give those workers what they ask for, no really. Do you honestly think that the workers that are now there, do you think they will still be around...let's say after 30, no, 90 days? And, what hours they have now and are getting, will be cut so badly, it would be like they are working at $9 an hour. Not to mention, what about the Manager, Assistant Manager and let's not leave out the General Manager too. I don't know what they, the 3 of them are paid, but one thing for sure, you will see a lot of them working the registers & the grill more.

From what I've heard, prices would go up a little. So what, people will always eat at McDonalds no matter what. No moe Dollar Menu you say, so what. Charge $1.08 for a burger, want cheese, add 50 cent more.

Yet Again...Some Things On My Mind

First. I don't know who really reads my Blog. 2nd,I didn't much really care, but...

I'm not too much worried what the NSA knows or continues to find out about me. Since I do have a Social Security Number, with a few key strokes...I'm an open book. But I have began, beginning to wonder, worry about that OTHER agency..WORK. I use the computers in the Break Room, and you know they have all types of restrictions placed on them. So I access a friends computer through a program and search, download from there. The Job has servers, duh! In the back of my mind which its been recently pulling to the front, which to me is VERY dangerous... Can they see what I am doing? Do they know my passwords? Got an email from my Twitter account, unusal activity. So I change my passwords.  But what has been really chewing my ass is here, this blog.

I might know, maybe..one, two people who reads this, but... yesterday my 'view count' was at 53. Refreshed it, it went to 58. Trying to figure out if keywords in my title heading warranted my blog to come up in Google searches. Just for yesterday's posting that is. I should do a search using the title, but if it does show my blog... should I worry? Enough said.

This, our getting together for the next weekend, had me and this woman...like setting ourselfs up for one hell of a meeting when we do meet. 2 things happened last night. We went from what we were going to do to each other, to her asking me in a text that if she needed to borrow some money, would I give it to her. I don't just 'give' money away. I'm sorry, but the sex has to be mind blowing and your thing for enjoying my body has to be also. So I told her, I don't have it, $700, but can and will try and do something. Didn't want to say no just straight off ya know. Next text was that she might have to work that weekend cause one of her patients family is going out of town. WHAT THE FLYING FUCK !!!!!!!! So now that you can't get what you want, now you have other plans. I'm not going to say, 'fuck her', I'm saying 'NOT FUCK HER'!!

Since this weekend is suppose to be the last weekend of Beach Time. I have a Coleman's Beach Tent, and I wanted to use it at the beach where I live at. Its a 20 minute ride by my mountian bike, but they don't allow tents or shelters. And when I do go there, its early, like 7am, and all bkes and dogs have to be off the boardwalk by 9am, and I have never been there when the beach is in 'full swing mode'. The beach and boardwalk is a nice size, 1.1 miles. But the other beach I go to is in Rye, NY, theyy charge $4 to enter and the last time I went there, this couple in front of us had set up the same type of tent, that's why I purchased it. So I guess I'm going to Rye Beach...me and my flotation US Coast Guard Approved Vest.

I was expecting my winter clothes from sportmanguide.com yesterday, but I checked and it won't be delivered until today. All I need to get now is 2 weeks supply of socks. Underwear and undershirts, another pair of boots and some winter sneaker like shoes for walking in the snow and stuff. Oh, and a military styled back pack. For the backpack, I waill have to go to an Army Supplus store to actually get a hands on feel for it. If I order it online, I'm not able to see the bulk, the feel of it. I already ordered a Field Jacket that looks military like, just up I can add a field jacket liner to it. If not, I have sowing skills. Get some buttons and a field jacket liner and do it myself, or... I can just get a Carhartt Hoodie, thermal lined, zippered front. Only thing is that they don't make them in OD green.

This winter, I'm getting out of the city more. Like going upstate, where there is fresh snow. Gonna try snowboarding.

Huntington Post...WTF?

...yesh I get ALL their postings, sent straight to my email. Hey, I can tell that the owner must, has to be a female. Isn't too hard to tell. Yesterdays email...and this IS a first, had me smoking HOT as HELL MAD!!

I'm not quoting word for word. The headline, can't remember what or how it went, but it was degrading this man who, had posted a post on Craigslist. He was looking for that 'special' woman. But he set certain rules, bulleted rules, HIS RULES!! Yep, he was taking charge of what HE wanted.

But it seems that at H.P., us guys, we should FEEL lucky with what woman would put up with our beer guzzling asses. But this guy went and stated what he expected of any woman that were to answer his post. At H.P., they felt that it was all wrong of this guy to do this. Like a woman have never made..a woman have never POSTED, TOLD, TYPED...what she wanted in her man in ANY posting anywhere on the web. I have read some posting, yes on Craigslist and othe dating sites, not to call Craigslist a dating site, but hey.

One woman had the nerve to say that guys post pictures of themselves from 'back in the days', she said move on from yesteryear. Also, she had a problem with guys putting their middle fingers up in pictures in their profiles. Wait..hey lady, what about women posting pictues of the so called 'ass shot', the 3/4 look over the shoulder mainly showing off their ass cheeks. Or, the pictures that are taken in a hotel/motel bathroom, the bed area. Not unless they actually have those rules posted on their bedroom door and they have the same lock of a hotel/motel door, well... So, we try to be creative when answering, but any guy with a BRAIN, yeah, we want to get right to the point and ask about, ya know, when can we hook up. But on her profile with all those pictures, she says..' If ya looking for a hookup, keep it moving', 'Im not on her looking for a man', but her status says she is ina relationship, but what she is looking for...'dating, serious relationship'. Women, how do you see yourself, do you actual REREAD BEFORE you post...apperantly not.

The author of the article, well she should have got a tongue lashing from me and any other guy/guys that subscribe to. But no, we guys did the sensible thing, we brushed it off, well I did. It didn't warrant a response even though I wanted to, but I couldn't find the right words. The author went on to...let's say she had a lot more to say. She had a link embedded in her article, that went to her blog, which I read also. Ladies, women, young women let me tell you this, cause I am one of those guys who..

...who works only on weekedays and have the weekend free. In. The Summer time, I do go the beach and work out by swimming. Also on weekends I ride my mountain bike all over the city. NO, I don't go to a gym, but I do do gym like activites. I do travel through out NY state to different areas. Hell, I live in the city, I LIKE trees and green grass, not to mention fresh air. Oh but wait, the arthor mention something in her article and blog. She was a single parent withy 2 kids...oh, now I see.

You miserible BITCH!! I see why he left you with you and your demanding ways. Boo hoo, 'I have to work all day to earn a living, and my husband divorced me, and I have to do everything for my kids, and school is staring so getting them ready for school starts my day at 5am, and its hard being a single parent'. Waaah wah waaaah! Poor fucking you!! Wait, why did the marraige end? Let me guess...he was tired of your fucking whinning, conplaining, demanding more and more of his FUCKIN SOUL, so he decided to bow out, 'opt out' graacefully? Gave you what you want too. HIS money for the rest of the kids life, well, until they turn 18, or when you got remarried, right? Did you talk the kids into going to college so that you can keep those monthly checks coming in from him? Betcha ya did.

Author of that Huntington Post article..us men, sometimes we make demands of the women we MAY want to spend the rest of our lives together with. You women, in the beginning, you make it seem all so simple, angelic like, giving us what we want. But then that ring is slipped on the finger. Then the glitter wears off. You start demanding more and more of us. Oh, we try to make you happy, both as being, your best friend, your husband, but... to quote that song by The Cure, It's Never Enough. You know what keeps us men happy? Food & SEX!! Its your wifey and sometimes as our girlfriend, its your duty to do this. Stop doing this, guess what, some other woman will. And its not about her looking better than you either. Its about how she treats us, how happy we are with the NEW woman.

Its very freaking easy. This is what we are looking for...this what we want...this is what we expect. Agree to it, fine. Have a change of heart, tell his. You're not happy, als tell us. We will do what we can to make you happy. But in the beginning, if you're interested in us,  we won't lie, well, try not to, we will tell you what we expect of you and leave that choice up to you to decide if you want to get involved. Well, now we are giving you a choice.

Oh, single parent females, need not apply.

I Watched...

...first I worked with her 2 times, she was my manager both times. I've seen her...well, what she looked like before her change. She went away for surgery enhancement, butt and breast. She really didn't need it, but her daily workouts at the gym wasn't giving her the results she wanted.

She knew from the start that I wanted her, but we both said to ourselfs, let's keep it professional, friends. What's funny, I say what she was to look like before she did the surgery. I told her let Mother Nature do 'her' thing. Be frosty, chill. What you want takes time, and going under the knife will only let you know that it wasn't some you did, you earned. You PAID for it.

Now she is having issues, not with her surgery, but with men. I told her...your surgery only gives men what they dream of, and if you don't act they way men what you to be, like in their dreams, you will have problems. Dislike telling you, but I told you so.

She still reaches out to me every now and then saying we need to get together and talk. But with our work, we are never off the same day and we won't talk a day off. That's how it is when you're in a field you enjoy doing. Hopefully when the weather turns cold we will find some time, that one day when we are off together.

What Im Reading Right Now...

... 'I, Lucifer', by Glen Duncan. Yeah I know, some title. But get this, its an account from Lucifer's side of the whole story.

I'm only on page 47 and...THIS book is so FUCKIN' GOOD!! Without going into full details, page 41 to 46 talks about Adam & Eve. A story told like no other...mind you, this was and is told from Lucifer's thoughts.

So far this is the BEST book I have ever read. So when people ask me for a book to read, this one will come to mind.

Bye, back to reading.

You Know Something?....

Some people do shit just for the sake of doing shit. Some people, say shit, just for the sake of saying shit.

Not this weekend, but next, the beach I go to will be closed for the season. So, to end it with a 'bang'... my ex and I purchased a beach tent, made by Coleman. We usually leave the after 4 hours, but this time we are staying until closing which is 6:30pm. Then, we are going on the boardwalk to this restaurant, a Tiki Bar, and have dinner. Since I don't have to work that Monday, we won't get back to her place until a little before 11pm. Its like that we both parties refuse to own or rent car. She is excited about the whole weekend. Me, I'm kind of too, but I'm dreading what this last weekend of sun and beach means.....cold weather soon to follow. Oh well.

I have a text relationship with an older woman. We have met before, a total of 4 times. She text me and told me that it was time that she took our relationship to the next level. I dreaded asking her what she meant, but I did. She says she wants to see more of me. I don't know how that could be possible, being that she works 2 jobs and the window of us actually spending a whole day and night together...won't even happen. I've had this conversation sort of with her before. Never mind the fact that she lives almost 3 hours away from me, which to me isn't a problem because I'm off on weekends. But no, she wants to see more of me and NOT give up one of her jobs. Oh, she is 61h years old, but have the body of a 40 year old woman which drives me crazy.

Hernot willing to give up one job...I can understand that. What I don't understand is what she wants of me. She wants me to come over on Friday after work, I get off at 2pm, she gets off at 6pm. So I have an hour to wait at the train station before she picks me up. the next day Saturday, she doesn't have to be to work until the afternoon, so she says. So I will be in her home alone until she comes back 8 hours later, no problem. But, she has a 33 year old daughter that lives with her, who is sexy as all hell. And, she has been giving me 'that' look too. No, I'm not just seeing shit, nor boosting my ego..(alter ego) either. What I did when I went over there before was just stay in her bedroom until she came home. I had to past the daughter's bedroom to leave to go outside to smoke a cigarette and the daughter was always just in her panties and nothing else. She saw it as nothing and would speak saying hello or whatever. But you would figure knowing that I am in the house, she would cover up. Great body by the way from head to toes. I can reframe myself from staring, just looking cause I DO have eyes, but.. I'm not stupid.

I just want this week to be over with already. Oh, this weekend, Afropunk Festival. I planning on going, its in Brooklyn. And you know the subway on the weekends are hell too.

Life's a Beach, and Then...Let's Talk About Sex

Today, these 2 falls in the same. Ahhh....

I just love the beach. The sun, water and the women. Not gonna lie about that. I think the beach is the only place where men, ALL men are allowed to look. Some of us, if we are with another woman, have to sneak glances at that well tone body. Some bodies aren't that well toned, but with cute faces, but we look any ways. For any man, who goes to the beach and NOT look...well they have issues. Deep issues. With only 2 more weeks with the beaches being officially open for swimming, ya gotta get your 'look on' before the long long loooong coats come into season.

I go to one beach with my ex girlfriend. We both enjoy the water. With me and my floatation vest, approved by The United States Coast Guard, I have no problem with going as far out in the water as I am allowed. Her, my ex, she only gets in up to her breast. Yesterday a cuople came and actual set up a beach tent in front of us, and it got us thinking. Yep, amazon, type, click and its on its way by next Tuesday. In 2 weeks, Labor Day weekend, we are setting up further up the beach where swimming isn't allowed. I doubt if she will or would be in the mood to...but I will give it a shot.

The bodies at the beach and the ages are a wide range. You have your females 17 to 20 years of age traveling in packs of 6 deep. The demographics is easliy broken down. 2 darkskinned, 2 light skinned. I lightskinned with one hell of a body and one female who will always where her white oversized t shirt. Then you have your 26 to 36 years of ages. They travel in a pair and never with a man, but with their kids. Some of them dress for the beach, and others dress like it was a last minute thought. These, come as a fun way to pass off a Saturday with the kids, not looking to get with anyone, don't talk to any one and just hang out with the other female they came with. All in all, the beach is the plafce to see it all.

I've come to a time in my life that its enough of the bullshit. I say this as a single adult male. I also say..I'm gonna do what the fuck I feel like doing when I feel like doing it. More later.

It's Becoming All Clear To Me Now

Dreams...we all have them and its said that what ever you dream, its all you. I can understand that part, but my dreams are strange and I didn't know what they meant until last night. Then, it became all clear to me.

When I go to sleep at night I have to have something to listen to. Its not music, talk radio. Mostly I listen to Art Bell, George Noory and that othe guy on Coast To Coast AM. I don't listen in on regular radio, TuneIn.com, mostly rebroadcast, commericals are taken out, and they are back to back 3 hour broadcasts. Its helps me not only sleep, but I learn 'stuff'.

Last night..I don't know if it was a past broadcast, but it explained all about dreams. Its kind of hard for me to explain it word for word, but most of my dreams have been about flying and some what being in the past, but my being in the dream was of the future. I do know one thing though, some of my dreams have been OBE, Out of Body Experineces. Now you can laught, go ahead.

What was said during the interview Goerge had with this doctor who is an expert in the dream field..it led me to believe that that was what I have been expericing all along. Like I said, I don't have dreams of falling, but of flying. And when you dream of flying, you self being is..acending to a higher level of concious. What was also said that if you want to remember your dreams, you start the morning before telling youself that you WILL remember your dreams and all that's in them. I said that to myself before I drifted off to sleep and things are coming back to me.

Like I said, I can't repeat what was said word for word but... we as humans, I don't think that Man has all the answers to what goes on with the human mind..and being. We are all different and what works for me, doesn't and can't work for the next person. I do know...I am me and there isn't anyone else like me. That's why sometimes when...my thought process is faster than what words I can form coming out of my mouth. I may be speaking one thing, then there are 3, 4 other things right on the tip of my tongue that wants to be spoken too, but I can't say them because something else came to mind while speaking what I am saying. Then there are times when I want to say so much on many subjects..at once, that I just don't say anythibg at all. Its all being thought through in my head.

Makes me wonder sometimes if....

If You Saw...

...saw a co worker, a family member on the verge of hurting themselves, would you step in?

Most people would without a question, step in with a family member, but co workers is another story. But why not the coworker? You may spend more time with a coworker than you do family members, right? Do you consider coworkers as family members? Most people don't, but I do.

I will say something in their defense. If they're wrong or right, I will step up and say something. Some won't. Its a sad feeling when later on they do something that hurts themselves and later you wished you had really said something.

Had a conversation with a person, and from what they told me, education is the means and way to better yourself. Maybe 20 years ago that may have been the way, but today, its WORK. Any child born today, comes the time for them to enter college...it will cost the close to a million dollars for 4 years of college. If you haven't notice, college prices aren't going down in cost.

So, if they decide to attend, there are college loans to be paid off, right?and who is there to say that the cost of living, the price of maintaining a healthy lifestyle will lower in price. Some may say that a college education is a way to get you off the 'farm' so to speak. True that, if you're use to getting 3 dollars and hour. I look at things totally different cause I am a single man with no children. Of course if I was married or even had a child out of marriage, I would see and do things differently, but its not so.

I am living my life as I see fit. I don't spend beyond my means. I don't have credit cards, nor do I have a car. I live with a family member and sometimes I cover the rent, but I don't have to. I doit cause I want to. Its practice for in case I do. I don't own a home for the simple fact, I don't have a family to support...simple as that.

I don't know...some people have to take a look at the way they live their life and THEN make decisions.