Yet Again...Some Things On My Mind

First. I don't know who really reads my Blog. 2nd,I didn't much really care, but...

I'm not too much worried what the NSA knows or continues to find out about me. Since I do have a Social Security Number, with a few key strokes...I'm an open book. But I have began, beginning to wonder, worry about that OTHER agency..WORK. I use the computers in the Break Room, and you know they have all types of restrictions placed on them. So I access a friends computer through a program and search, download from there. The Job has servers, duh! In the back of my mind which its been recently pulling to the front, which to me is VERY dangerous... Can they see what I am doing? Do they know my passwords? Got an email from my Twitter account, unusal activity. So I change my passwords.  But what has been really chewing my ass is here, this blog.

I might know, maybe..one, two people who reads this, but... yesterday my 'view count' was at 53. Refreshed it, it went to 58. Trying to figure out if keywords in my title heading warranted my blog to come up in Google searches. Just for yesterday's posting that is. I should do a search using the title, but if it does show my blog... should I worry? Enough said.

This, our getting together for the next weekend, had me and this woman...like setting ourselfs up for one hell of a meeting when we do meet. 2 things happened last night. We went from what we were going to do to each other, to her asking me in a text that if she needed to borrow some money, would I give it to her. I don't just 'give' money away. I'm sorry, but the sex has to be mind blowing and your thing for enjoying my body has to be also. So I told her, I don't have it, $700, but can and will try and do something. Didn't want to say no just straight off ya know. Next text was that she might have to work that weekend cause one of her patients family is going out of town. WHAT THE FLYING FUCK !!!!!!!! So now that you can't get what you want, now you have other plans. I'm not going to say, 'fuck her', I'm saying 'NOT FUCK HER'!!

Since this weekend is suppose to be the last weekend of Beach Time. I have a Coleman's Beach Tent, and I wanted to use it at the beach where I live at. Its a 20 minute ride by my mountian bike, but they don't allow tents or shelters. And when I do go there, its early, like 7am, and all bkes and dogs have to be off the boardwalk by 9am, and I have never been there when the beach is in 'full swing mode'. The beach and boardwalk is a nice size, 1.1 miles. But the other beach I go to is in Rye, NY, theyy charge $4 to enter and the last time I went there, this couple in front of us had set up the same type of tent, that's why I purchased it. So I guess I'm going to Rye Beach...me and my flotation US Coast Guard Approved Vest.

I was expecting my winter clothes from sportmanguide.com yesterday, but I checked and it won't be delivered until today. All I need to get now is 2 weeks supply of socks. Underwear and undershirts, another pair of boots and some winter sneaker like shoes for walking in the snow and stuff. Oh, and a military styled back pack. For the backpack, I waill have to go to an Army Supplus store to actually get a hands on feel for it. If I order it online, I'm not able to see the bulk, the feel of it. I already ordered a Field Jacket that looks military like, just up I can add a field jacket liner to it. If not, I have sowing skills. Get some buttons and a field jacket liner and do it myself, or... I can just get a Carhartt Hoodie, thermal lined, zippered front. Only thing is that they don't make them in OD green.

This winter, I'm getting out of the city more. Like going upstate, where there is fresh snow. Gonna try snowboarding.