You Know Something?....

Some people do shit just for the sake of doing shit. Some people, say shit, just for the sake of saying shit.

Not this weekend, but next, the beach I go to will be closed for the season. So, to end it with a 'bang'... my ex and I purchased a beach tent, made by Coleman. We usually leave the after 4 hours, but this time we are staying until closing which is 6:30pm. Then, we are going on the boardwalk to this restaurant, a Tiki Bar, and have dinner. Since I don't have to work that Monday, we won't get back to her place until a little before 11pm. Its like that we both parties refuse to own or rent car. She is excited about the whole weekend. Me, I'm kind of too, but I'm dreading what this last weekend of sun and beach means.....cold weather soon to follow. Oh well.

I have a text relationship with an older woman. We have met before, a total of 4 times. She text me and told me that it was time that she took our relationship to the next level. I dreaded asking her what she meant, but I did. She says she wants to see more of me. I don't know how that could be possible, being that she works 2 jobs and the window of us actually spending a whole day and night together...won't even happen. I've had this conversation sort of with her before. Never mind the fact that she lives almost 3 hours away from me, which to me isn't a problem because I'm off on weekends. But no, she wants to see more of me and NOT give up one of her jobs. Oh, she is 61h years old, but have the body of a 40 year old woman which drives me crazy.

Hernot willing to give up one job...I can understand that. What I don't understand is what she wants of me. She wants me to come over on Friday after work, I get off at 2pm, she gets off at 6pm. So I have an hour to wait at the train station before she picks me up. the next day Saturday, she doesn't have to be to work until the afternoon, so she says. So I will be in her home alone until she comes back 8 hours later, no problem. But, she has a 33 year old daughter that lives with her, who is sexy as all hell. And, she has been giving me 'that' look too. No, I'm not just seeing shit, nor boosting my ego..(alter ego) either. What I did when I went over there before was just stay in her bedroom until she came home. I had to past the daughter's bedroom to leave to go outside to smoke a cigarette and the daughter was always just in her panties and nothing else. She saw it as nothing and would speak saying hello or whatever. But you would figure knowing that I am in the house, she would cover up. Great body by the way from head to toes. I can reframe myself from staring, just looking cause I DO have eyes, but.. I'm not stupid.

I just want this week to be over with already. Oh, this weekend, Afropunk Festival. I planning on going, its in Brooklyn. And you know the subway on the weekends are hell too.