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 A Lady friend of mines stopped by last night after she texted me asking what was I doing. I texted back about to eat some ice cream and brownie cheese cake. She replied, 'Hold up, give me 15 minutes.'

This woman was going through some emotional shit because she ate the WHOLE gallon of ice cream. Thank God she left my cheese cake alone. She has a man/boyfriend but is going through some bullshit with her. From what she says, he isn't interested in her body, making Love to her anymore. WTF?!! I mean she has the trifecta..face, body and conversation, but he isn't into her like that any more. Is he cheating on her? From what she says, she doesn't even care anymore. It's been almost 18 months since they last made Love. I tell her it's because of the Pandemic.

I asked her so why did she come over to my place then. She said to talk and that I make her feel good about herself.

I don't understand some of us men. They can have a beautiful Loving woman at home and NOT pay attention to her needs. Most women will not go out and search for that attention, but then again they do but doing go through the sexual act with the man that does find her attractive. It's just the attention she is seeking. I also wondered why this is so. I mean, when I lived with a woman if not every damn day I wanted to make Love to her...I at least SHOWED that I STILL AND ALWAYS WILL at the drop of a hat. I took into consideration that she wouldn't always want to, but at least I showed that I wanted to.

My friend left around 11pm, I kicked her out. I told her that she had to leave or otherwise I would have her stripped down to nothing but her panties...which she said she wanted to any ways. I told her if she felt that way still on Sunday evening, just come by without texting or calling and we will see what happens. She won't be coming by...but then again, who knows.