Am I Really Sick ?

I woke up this morning, first last night. I was watching regular tv last
night. Something I do much of, I download movies and tv shows, upload
them to a flashdrive, pluf flashdrive into dvd player and watch thru my
tv. But last night I watch 2 good shows, NCIS and Flinge.

I was feeling okay during NCIS, but then my eyes starting itching me
during Flinge. Woke up this morning. Stood up and sneezed, sharp pain in
my chest. Its like I bruised a muscle or something. Hurts something
crazy too.

I was suppose to call Lanette last night too. Forgot all about it. I'm
not use to receiving or making phone calls, not a phone person. I see
the phone as a tool, something to use for work, not something to just
talk on. But I really like Lanette, but of course, she doesn't feel the
same way. I will make it a point to email her, and then text her, tell
her I forgot.

This is a test...

Michael John Chappell
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Where have you been

ts been a while since my last entry. I don't know, just been very tired lately. I think its because of the long hours I've been working. Plus at work, very busy, don't get much of a break during my work day. So I struggle today, made a commitment, said I was going to post today and make it consistent too.

My birthday came and went. No biggie though. Spent much of it just sleeping, told ya I was tired, right ?

Next thing. Ok, there are 3 young ladies, make that 4, who are on my list. I'm not a dog, but they interest me, interest me a lot too. Its just that I can't find the time, so should I give up ? I'm not even thinking about what's on their menu. Meaning, do they feel the same way also. I can say that I don't care, but I do.

A friend, co worker of mine is going through a little something. They told me that they are detaching themselves from people that they work with. They are young, and to me they seem to be making a big mistake. Me, I wouldn't change myself because of other people, but that comes from my life experiences. This person has yet to live their life yet. I told them not to worry about what other people say about them, they talked about Jesus too ya know. But they are concerned with the way they look around others. I've been there before when I was their age too. But as I got older, it mattered less and less to me.

In the coming post, I will talk about a person who means the world to me. Not going to mention them right now, or do I know what day I will say something about them, but it will be soon.
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Why Do I Keep Doing It To Myself, Huh, Why ?

Woke up early this morning, my usual, 4:30am. I went up to Harlem, 125th Street & Lexington Ave to see a friend. The last time I saw her, she had came to my house and stayed a couple of hours. She's sweet, kind and I like her a lot. We have a past together, but not like a past you may think. She's was involved with some one else at the time, but she isn't now. We are trying to work something out, but its hard, like a long distance relationship thing. Plus with other things going on in her life. Like I'm willing to wait them out with her, for her, but is she willing to do the same also. Mostly its the distance between us, me in Queens, and her in Harlem. But when we are together, its sweet and nice. I mentioned that I would come and see her once a week, that's me coming to her. When her schedule changes with what's she doing, and she is settled in, then her coming to me would be left up to her. I like how she said today, don't start nothing that you can't finish. Little does she know, that I never finish anything that I start. Its always left open.
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I'm Back Kind Of

After 2 days, when the Tech said that it would be one, I have my laptop back. I wouldn't be so upset about this whole situation if it wasn't for being that I have had this NEW Notebook for only less than 2 months. I still say and will continue to say, that it wasn't nothing that I did. Because I didn't.

The whole idea of being promised that it would be ready in one day and it wasn't pissed me off. I think he did it to just to get my business. I found out from the Tech the reason why it took so long, and plus I did some reading on it too, in a sense.

XP home is the OS, but its a smaller version of the operating system. Since most companies that produce laptop and desktops, don't ship the OS with their systems, they only ship recovery disk. And mine came with neither. The Tech had to find the smaller OS to install, because the larger one, the one that's installed in desktops, for some strange reason wouldn't take on my netbook. Its okay now, and I have all my programs backed up anyway to an external hard drive. I jsut won't install what I had before on it, just the basic stuff that I need.

What really got me though is this, itunes. I like electronic music, so I subscribed to certain podcast. How I subscribed before, I can't remember how to do it now. I'm hoping that my nano will auto update from my subscription, but I doubt it. It that doesn't happen, I will just download the music like I'm doing anyway.

All in all, I'm back online. Note: I have a backup lappie, but its sooooo slow, but it works.
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It Happened

I could just curse throughout this whole posting....but I'm not. I sould
just be in a bad mood throughout the whole day...but I won't. I want to,
but I can't. Here's what happened.

First, I'm not running a spellcheck on this posting, its gonna be a raw
dog posting. It might be that way for a while, but I hope not. Saturday
afternoon is shut my Aspire One Netbook down, cause, I wasn't gonna be
home that night, well for two nights. No problems, just shut it down.
Came home Monday afternoon after work, and fired it up. A corrupt file
wouldn't load the OS. Tried it 3 times, nothing happening. Since this
Netbook doesn't have a cd drive, and I don't have a windows xp cd, I
knew I was in trouble. Called the computer shop, and they were open til
8pm. They said 150 dollars to just wipe the hard drive clean, this is
with not saving anything, no programs or files. I know what a wipe does,
but for that amount of money, he could at leats try. It just easy to
wipe it clean, fast money. I should know, I'm A Plus Certified also.
What pissed me the fuc.., no I'm not gonna curse. What upset me was his
attitude about the whole process, so I took it somewhere else who will
charge the same price.

I have the latest, well everything to protect my system. Anti
everything. What I'm thinking is this, this Conflicker mess. I, umm
borrow, internet access with a wireless adapter. Just grab it out of the
air. Maybe from where I was piggybacking from, the computer, maybe it
was infected. But how could it infect me?

The tech said that I could pick it up today, this morning or this
afternoon. The whole thing just has me in a bad mood. That's why I MUST
get my own access. Gonna work on that as soon as possible. MAN !!!
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Sunday, Happy Easter

I consider her a friend, though I can't mention her name, or place her picture here. She says she doesn't want to be on the Internet. Is it OK then for you to be in my heart.

Have you ever met a person that you just want to look in their eyes all day long? Better yet, see those same eyes reflecting the fireplace fire in them. Oh yeah, they sparkle. Everything about her is all woman. I may come on too strong to her, but I'm not about BS, I tell it like it is, and she does too. Told me that we could never be a couple, get together because of three things. I smoke, I'm skinny and I have bad teeth. But that makes me me. She is entitled to her own opinion, and can say whatever she wants. I accept her as she is, no flaws. But if there were any, its only superficial to me. Its her heart that I want.

She came to my counter yesterday, this was after she instant message me on yahoo. I had to wait until she got off from work to come. This was after I been at work for 3 hours already. I was looking out for her, but just like she did at my other location, she just materialized from no where, and my heart REALLY skipped a beat.

I could talk about how she makes my heart smile and what feelings she creates in me all throughout this posting, but I won't. I know one thing for sure, I want to see her always, day after day. I was thinking about asking her out to dinner, nothing fancy, something fun and relaxed. Or, she can choose. I'm not afraid, nothing like that. I just don't want to here no. I think she will accept, I have to see. Later I will text her phone, or maybe tomorrow, and ask her out. We'll see.
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Friday, 5:50am

Right now, I mean at this present moment, I just got the SHIT scared out of me. I'm waiting for the 6:05am Westchester County Bus, 41, from White Plains, NY. Heading back home to Jamaica Queens. Standing in front of this building with my music playing on my headphones, and this guy comes barreling out of the building, scared me to death.

Like I said, I'm heading back home. Just spent from Wednesday after now, til now with my ex girlfriend Lisa. We have know each other going on now for almost 12 years. Even though we broke up, we are still close friends, friends with benefits. She says she doesn't want to be my girlfriend, she wants to be my WIFE !! Whoa, that's a mouth full right ? I have no problem with that to tell you the truth. Its just, I don't have any money.

I mean I do have money, enough for me to take care of me. But I don't have enough for two. She works and everything, and just last night she was talking about buying a condo. So she must have money for that, right ? Its just me. Right now, I'm at the point in my life where I feel that I should be able to take care of the both of us, but I'm not at that point. And I doubt if I ever will be in this lifetime. But all in all I love being around her, and doing things with her. Last September we took a vacation trip together. Spent 5 days at Virginia Beach, and had a nice time. This year we haven't made up our minds on where we want to go. Cape May, Atlantic City or Myrtle Beach. I want to go someplace affordable, cheap. I was thinking about just staying here too, and just taking little trips. That way I can save on hotels too. It still up in the air cause I'm not taking my vacation until September anyway.

I have to be @ work today @ 3pm, I'm closing @ 10pm. I'm refreshed and ready to start my work week. Today being Friday, people are starting their weekend, I'm just starting my work week.
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..and the results are in.

Her name is Debbie, and her pictures are amazing !! The bad news is that she told me she is spoken for, oh well.

I searched my friends list, and found her right away. Her pictures are great, but to see her in person, you wouldn't know what great shape she's in. Her work uniform hides it. We chatted, emailed, back a forth one another, then she dropped the bomb. On her Tagged profile though it does states that she is only there for friends. I told her that her man is very lucky to have her, she told me she knows.

Question I have to ask though is this. If you are already involved in a relationship, why go to these websites looking for friends. The only possibility I could come to is that most people who are in relationships are looking for ONLY friends outside of what they have. But with me, and my thinking, something is strange there. Not with her personally, but with anyone who does this.

Is it that you want to walk on the wild side, but only with certain people who you feel are worth it? I mean, you may have the kids, car and a nice home. Husband, boyfriend is treating you well, never having you wanting anything, but.... I don't know, maybe its just me.

On the bright side of things, she will continue to come into my store, but maybe she will avoid me. I haven't done or said anything to offend her either, I backed off when she said that she was taken. All in all, she is now a friend. NOTE: Guys don't like being FRIENDS with females, the opportunity is nix, void and null if it come to getting REALLY close with them. I don't want a female as a friend, buddy yes, friends NO !!
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Since We Are on The Subject....

I already told you that my position brings me in contact with the shopping public. I like my, no, I love my job. Its fun, but at times it can drive you crazy. When an attractive young lady, hell, a attractive female no matter what age she is. Wait, of legal age. An attractive female of legal age walks by me at the counter, there's a little voice that wants to speak to her. Just say hello, strike up any conversation with them. Most of the times I hold back, fear of the unknown. Which brings me to this...

OK, we established that we are both on a social networking website. You remember me, or, you added me as your friend. I always thought you were attractive before you or I knew we were both on there. So where do we go from here? That's the question I'm asking myself now.

I will get back to all of you on that one.
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Wow, Who Would've Know..

Being that this is my Friday, I'm off on Thursday, I am having a good day. Well not just good, gonna have a GREAT DAY !! It started off just right too.

I'm at the store opening up the Deli, you know, adding to salads rotating the salads, adding decorations. I look up and this young woman who comes in the store often walks by. When she comes and walks by the counter, I always have this good feeling about her, a happy feeling. She's very attractive, in my eyes, nice. So she walks by right. After she walks by, I'm constantly thinking about her. I say to myself, if she walks by I'm going to ask her name. After about 15 minutes, I look up and there she is. I tell her that I was just thinking about her. She says why. I say cause I saw you when you walked by. She says, I want to ask you a question, are you on Tagged? I said yes, cause I am. She says you requested to add you as a friend, and I said to myself, that I know you from somewhere.

Well, isn't that something. This is what I say now. Since she added me as a friend, I thanked her, but that was all. When I get a chance, the first thing I'm going to do is check all my friends and see which one is her. She's cute, and would like to get to know her. We will see
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I never Laughed So Hard

Now I like a good laugh ever now and then. I was watching Sex Drive, its a funny ass movie. Towards the end, a certain scene had me crying with laughter. I mean I was really crying. They are all in the parking lot and the donut is told by the cops to put his hands up. He puts up on hand, and the officer says the other. The donut says I can't it doesn't move. A cop approaches the donut and sprays it with mace, but it backfires into his eyes. The other cops open fire and they shoot off the donuts raised arm. I never laughed so hard in my life. I needed that good laugh !!!
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People just don't do what they say they will do....

...and I should be the one that talks, huh? You know how you get with some one, and you both come to an agreement about a matter at hand. At first, you seem sketchy about doing business with this person, but hey, you give them a chance, right ?

Well its been 3 whole freakin days and this guy even said, ok, lets get together about this. I've seen him twice, and he didn't he say hello. Called, and it goes straight to voice mail. So what am I to do? All I can really do is wait and see what he will do in the next few days. I mean, on my end, everything is all lined up and ready to go. What I want to do is when he does approach me, is tell him, nevermind, but that's not me. And besides, I invested way too much on my end. I wish people could see things the way I do, and move with the quickness on matters.

I found out that I need, want, got to have my own Internet access point. Meaning, I have to breakdown and pay for the service, instead of 'borrowing' from other people, I snatch it right out of the air. The only problem is that I want really fast download speeds, and from what I've seen around my neighborhood, speeds are rather slow. Faster than dial up, but what I'm snatching out of the air is faster than what I will pay for. But snatching is always as reliable as purchasing. So that means I have to go with Cablevision, or Fios. I have to compare the two a little bit further, some more.

Before the 22 of April, I have to tell somebody something before they leave for a while, but they will be back. But I'm a little worried. I see this person heading somewhat in the wrong direction, but who am I to talk. At that age, I was starting to head in the wrong direction also, and there was no one there to tell me any different. But this person is a female, and I want the best for her. She's a beautiful person, her spirit is strong.
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Blowing off some STEAM !!!!

Ok, its about to get rough here, so now is your chance to back and not read any further. Ohm you're still there, read on then. Don't say I didn't warn you.
Dear Customer...FUCK YOU !! Fuck you and the 3 wheeled roller skate you rode in on. Fuck you and you not knowing what the fuck you want when you come to my counter. FUCK YOU !! Fuck you when you cop an attitude when you order a sandwich. Its not my fault when all you say is, 'Give me a ham sandwich' how in the FUCK do I know you want lettuce, tomatoes, and cheese? Uh, ya stupid mother fuckin FUCK. I CAN'T READ YOUR FUCKIN MIND...asshole.

Also. You shouldn't leave the house, come to the store, come to my counter, without knowing WHAT DA FUCK YA WANT !! So, when you think I'm a just a lil wee bit annoyed, NO !! I'm fucking pissed offed. Okay, you guys out there that come to my counter. We are supposed to be the smarter of the two genders, right ? Can't tell when you come to the counter guys. Its like ya left your brains at home, come on ??!! Don't get pissed off when my back is turned, and you get my attention with an attitude in your voice. Then... once you have my attention, then you decide you want to make up your mind with me standing there looking like a dumb ass, and then I'm pissed off. MAKE YOU FUCKIN MIND UP WHILE MY BACK IS TURNED, and then make up your mind. But guys don't feel bad, females do it too.

Ok, young ladies, females. Don't get upset if the pretty young woman has my attention, and while I'm doing her order, she's conversing with me. I can walk down the street and chew bubble gum at the same time. See, the lady I'm waiting on has a sense of humor, is friendly, and knows how to have a conversations. I can't help it that you're jealous cause she seems to be having fun, you can too. Just come to my counter with a smile and conversation on your mind.

I'm not a robot, I have feelings too. I know its my job, but it takes just one asshole to ruin my next, say 15 seconds. Customers, if you approach me after an asshole tried to ruin my day, hell, week, take a deep breath for me, and tell me that he or she was an asshole. It makes me feel like your on my side, but I won't discuss those bad feelings with you. You will help me forget about the previous customer. Thank you

On a personal note. I'm a single, no children and no baby mama drama., so I'm ready to mingle. Or...whatever. I've seen some of the most beautiful females that ever came to a deli counter, and walk into this store. No, seriously, some really pretty woman. To all the females: we speak to you because there is something about you that causes us to say some stupid things. We don't know sometimes what we are about to say, or even saying. Its just the act of talking to you. I mean, I have seen some women that really have me say wow out loud. So please don't get upset when I do say this. Enough, time to move on.
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Big purchase today ?

For the longest I have been wanting to have a DVD camcorder. I want to be able to recorder straight to DVD, YouTube compatible, light, easy to carry around and not cheap looking. It doesn't even have to be brand new, refurbished is okay with me.

JR, has one that I'm going to look into today. Canon DC330, they want 179 dollars for it. Soooo, I'm going down there after work, and take a long look at it. You sure to know, I will be asking quite a bit of questions about it too. On yeah, it has to take still photos also.
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Star Date, 04.05.09...

I have this habit, don't know if its good or bad though. I think it started when I joined the Army. I wake up at 4am or 4:30am.

No matter what time I go to sleep, I wake up at that time. The cut off is 2am. If I'm not asleep by that time, its no use in me even trying. Don't know why this happens, but it works out for me. I don't need an alarm clock, but I do have one. The only reason why that is, is because all my time keeping is all in technology.

You would figure that I would be very sleepy first thing in the morning, nope. I feel refreshed, wide awake. I wish I could sleep late like some people, but that's not happening for me.
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I Was Just Thinking The Same Thing

Unfortunately, I'm only able to list to Rush on 2 days, Thursday and Fridays. Today I heard something that he was saying that sparked my nerves. Its about the state of our economy.

I feel very lucky, but then again, its not luck, to still be working. I have never found it hard to look for and find a job. I search, apply, go for interview and hope to be hired. Lately, things are tight within my field also. So pickings are slim if I was thinking to upgrade.

What Rush was say, and I paraphrase here, that some woman was talking about her situation. I'm gonna use my example, cause its the same way I feel.

To STILL have a job, or to be working for that matter, is a blessing. Some of my friends, whom are HAD high paying jobs, are all out of work now, and have been searching for the last 2 months, if not more. Its awkward to be around them when they were working, cause going out meant that I had to look at prices, what to wear, you know. I was the lowest paid person in the group, and to me it showed. I was worried about my costs when it came to pay at the end, and sometimes I would be broke for a couple of weeks. But none knew of this, and I couldn't and wouldn't say anything to any one of them about it.

The shoe is on the other foot now. We still get together, but its like MacDonald's Dollar Menu so to speak. Me, my cost, my maintenance is always within my limits, with a little left over for splurging if I want to or NEED to. My friends, I see despair on their faces, I feel it in the hearts, and hear it in their words. Here's what was sort of said with Rush.

I find myself being treated ashamed of for still working. Who am I to have the luck of still working when all of us are losing our jobs, homes and families because the state of the country. What makes you so special, you don't even have a college degree. Look at you, you don't even have a girlfriend, any children. Saving account and checking, always with a balance of less than 500 every month, how can you live like that. And look at what you wear, that's why you can't get a better job, cause you don't have clothes that impress. I don't know how you do it, but I couldn't live in some one else apartment and share anything, bathroom, kitchen, that's nasty. Its always better to have your own.

Yep, that's what I hear from my so called friends, but since times have changed, their voices and rules have changed also. I'm hearing, see I might have to get like you, be cheap. I'm not being cheap, I'm living cheaply. They have their car payments, school loan, credit card bills, phone bills, electric bills, food bills, and what ever other bills they have. I have just rent, 125 a week.

Lets do the math. Daily newspaper, 5 days a week @ a dollar a day, then Saturday, its 1.50, Sunday NY daily news, NY post, NY times. 2 to 3 packs a cigarettes a week, no more. 20 dollar phone card, 10 dollar phone card.then add 25 more dollars. That's it, that's all I have in bills for the week. My friends say, don't you go out, out where? I download ALL my movies and music. That's my entertainment right there.

I also read in one of the magazines my mother holds for me. 'Hard times are among us, but hard times has always been here for me'. Something like that.

I feel kind of bad for those who have a hard time finding a job, its, well, its hard out there. I don't have much, but I'm grateful for what I do have.
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Well our meeting went ok, too bad that I had to cut it short for the day. It was good seeing him, saw his mother too. I met up with another fried, Eric. I went to Eric's house first, I had to pick up some shirts from him, scroll up baby!!

It was really good seeing T again. He looks good and has a good attitude. I tried to pinpoint how long its been since we last saw each other, but all he kept saying its been years. I wanted an exact date.
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On Tha Subway

Its been a while since I rode the Lexington Ave Express Uptown, even longer since I rode the 6 train to Parkchester. I'm going there to see a good friend Tony, T Gamble. I knew this guy and his 2 brothers since, well the early 60's growing up. The South Bronx, 859 Home Street, and 1322 Prospect Ave. If you don't know about that area, ya better ask somebody. There are 3 Gamble brothers, Tony being the youngest. There's Terry, who is my age, and Poo is the other middle brother. His nickname is Poo, but when we were younger it was Winni, get it.

But Tony is my man. We went through some good times together in the early 80's when I came home from the Army. Then the late 80's, that era we all know, we went through some strange and hard times. Back then some made it, with bruises, and some didn't make it at all. Truth be told, today and every so often, I see people from back then. They still are stuck in that time and place, doing the same old thing. When I see them, I think back and I say to myself, I was like that also, so that's how the world saw me. But I don't hold it against them, like some back then didn't hold it against me. Some sink, and some swim. I learned to swim. But don't get me wrong, sometimes I THINK about sinking, it happens. Its also scary too. I wonder if people feel the same as I do when they learn to swim again, but think about the sinking. I was told that I'm not the only one who feels that way, there are others. I know there are others.

I'm afraid for Tony though, but this will be the first time I have seen him since, hell I don't even know how long like 15, 20 years. I spoke with him on the phone, and some of the feelings that he is feeling, might cause him to sink again. He tells me he gets stressed out at times, so he like to relax and ease the pressures. I can't so that, I don't know when to stop, but I always do. I tired of starting over again and again.

So this is my first meeting with T. They are looking for help in my field, and I know some people who know some people, who owe me favors. I'm not cashing them in just yet, just throwing feelers out. T knows his way around a kitchen, and from what I was told from him, he managed a kitchen in VA, I think that's what he said. But everything depends on my first impression of him. Its like I'm the interviewer, I will know in the first 30 seconds, I'm giving it that much time, anything more to me is hoping for him to say the right things, or don't say the wrong things.

Its hard repping some one for employment, and I was told never recommend friends. I did it one time a couple of years ago, it was for a dishwasher position at Lonesome Dove Western Bistro. The Chef, Tim Love, and his Sous Chef asked me what was wrong with the guy that I sent down to him. Apparently the guy I recommended go all racial in the restaurant. They paid him 150 dollars for 2 hours of work and sent him home. The next day I asked this guy what happened, he said nothing, everything was cool. Strange.

Four more stops and I'm in Parkchester and I'm nervous too. I wonder why?
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Thursday, but that night before...

Let me be the first to say, I don't mind people having a good time, I'm all for it. But, you should take into consideration if others around you choose not to part take in your activities.

One of the drawbacks of not having your own place is living in the conditions, surroundings with others. Sometimes you will and can find that special chemistry, and everything works out. Sometimes, and its not often, things go bad, then good, the bad again. Its a cycle. Some can deal with it, and others can't. I can handle it, but last night, no early this morning, I had my doubts.

So if your roommates have guest over, and these guest are cute young, ( 19 - 22 y.o. ), you would figure it couldn't get any better than this. So you go to sleep counting your blessing, I have a room full of cute young ladies right next door I say to myself as I go to sleep. About 1am I'm woken up.

Not by one of them standing over me, but by male voices. Right off, I'm pissed off. Now this is strange. I'm mad, upset because some other guys get to be in their company. You know how I think ? Two conclusions come to mind. One, they're gay, and two.... ain't nobody doing nothing in that room tonight. But I'm back at being angry cause I would've been the only male in that room. I know its sick thinking, but hey, that's what I thought. Rules imply, when there are not an equal ratio male to female, and females out number males, or males could out number females, nothing is gonna happen. Not unless.... Naw, not going to get into it, wasting too much time on thinking about it now. All I know I was upset. I had no problems with the noise, and it was loud believe me. It was just that I was right in the next room.

But there was a new face in that crowd too. She wanted to connect to a wireless connection, but didn't know how. I was asked before I went to sleep to set it up. With her laptop on my lap, I was looking at her desktop's wallpaper, it was a picture of her. Hat cover her face, she had on some nice fitting pants and a shirt. Nice picture really. She was getting her hair done, sitting in a chair less than two feet from me, and you know I couldn't look her in the face. Don't ask me why, but I commented her on her picture.

After I went back to sleep, I woke up again at 4am, couldn't sleep, I mean who would be able to. As I was leaving the house to go do my laundry, one of the guys were coming back up the stairs, it was a quarter to six in the morning. I hope no one has to work today.

Its my Friday !!!

Since I only get one day off, I can't wait til my Friday comes around. My Friday is Wednesday. The good thing is that I don't have to be back to work until Friday at 3pm. I'm closing the deli, so its from 3pm to 10pm. Its almost like having two days off really.

I'm gonna make it a habit to watch the movies I downloaded on Wednesday after I get off from work. I have about 35 movies stored on an external hard drive. You think I care that I'm doing something that some of y'all think is illegal, ya think I care ?

I transfer the movies to a 16GB flash drive. I plug the flash drive into a portable DVD player. Yes, Coby has a portable DVD player that has a usb port, plus it takes a media card also. Since my TV doesn't have RCA jacks, I bought a modulator from Radio Shack, cause I had questions and they had the answer, I plug... well I got my DVD player playing for my TV, enough said.

Just finish watching Taken. This movie is great !! Sad story, but it had me laughing. I laughed at the way he went after these people, and the way he was killing them. My type of movie. Mr. Nelson reminds me of Steven Segal. Cause when Mr. Segal beats up on people, he puts an ass whippin on them. The moral to this movie is, listen to you dads young ladies, they know, father knows best.

My computer is in full system scan from windows virus tools download. There's a nasty virus out there that's waiting to blow its top, but the experts don't know when. Ya know what I think. Me thinks its a bunch of crap !! What better way to get the not so computer savvy, to download and do a system scan, find malware, spy ware, Trojans, viruses you name it. Get them to rush out and buy an anti virus software. I bet if some one crunch the numbers, quite a bit of anti virus software was purchased today. It made me do a system scan from Microsoft's update page. I tell ya, it makes ya want to scream.

Note 2 Self

Measurements, ok. Now hear this...

A smidgen is twice as large as a smear. Or. A smidgen is 36oz, and a
smear is a quater of a pound. Ok ? Good.
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I know we are a strange people

I'm trying to figure out people, this is an ongoing, day to day, minute to minute process. Why do I bother? I REALLY need some type of hobby. I know to some people I may be and act strange also. The difference with me is that I will call you on your strangeness. Call me on mine.

To me, I like to have fun, no matter what I am doing. Work !! I have always have fun at work, but not all the time. It happens throughout the day. The people I wait on, allow the fun part of me to come out. Someone should invent a spray that does this to people, I think, no I know the world would be a whole lot different.

Another thing, and I try to make this a priority everyday, is that I try to be consistent. Its hard at times, but I do try.