Thursday, but that night before...

Let me be the first to say, I don't mind people having a good time, I'm all for it. But, you should take into consideration if others around you choose not to part take in your activities.

One of the drawbacks of not having your own place is living in the conditions, surroundings with others. Sometimes you will and can find that special chemistry, and everything works out. Sometimes, and its not often, things go bad, then good, the bad again. Its a cycle. Some can deal with it, and others can't. I can handle it, but last night, no early this morning, I had my doubts.

So if your roommates have guest over, and these guest are cute young, ( 19 - 22 y.o. ), you would figure it couldn't get any better than this. So you go to sleep counting your blessing, I have a room full of cute young ladies right next door I say to myself as I go to sleep. About 1am I'm woken up.

Not by one of them standing over me, but by male voices. Right off, I'm pissed off. Now this is strange. I'm mad, upset because some other guys get to be in their company. You know how I think ? Two conclusions come to mind. One, they're gay, and two.... ain't nobody doing nothing in that room tonight. But I'm back at being angry cause I would've been the only male in that room. I know its sick thinking, but hey, that's what I thought. Rules imply, when there are not an equal ratio male to female, and females out number males, or males could out number females, nothing is gonna happen. Not unless.... Naw, not going to get into it, wasting too much time on thinking about it now. All I know I was upset. I had no problems with the noise, and it was loud believe me. It was just that I was right in the next room.

But there was a new face in that crowd too. She wanted to connect to a wireless connection, but didn't know how. I was asked before I went to sleep to set it up. With her laptop on my lap, I was looking at her desktop's wallpaper, it was a picture of her. Hat cover her face, she had on some nice fitting pants and a shirt. Nice picture really. She was getting her hair done, sitting in a chair less than two feet from me, and you know I couldn't look her in the face. Don't ask me why, but I commented her on her picture.

After I went back to sleep, I woke up again at 4am, couldn't sleep, I mean who would be able to. As I was leaving the house to go do my laundry, one of the guys were coming back up the stairs, it was a quarter to six in the morning. I hope no one has to work today.