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I was just thinking, I do that a lot lately...just think. Not use to
doing it as much though, don't want to confuse myself, but anyway. Was
just thinking.....

Why is it that I set myself up to do something, and I never completely
finish or do it. I have a reason why. I work with the public, so my
alone time is my time. My time to do what ever I want to do. It seems
that most of the time its I want to do nothing. I mean I bust my ass at
work like all the people do who work, and when I'm finished, I just want
to relax and unwind. That's why even the littlw things like going to
wash my clothes went from every week to every 2 weeks, then to every 3
weeks.

I'm not lazy, its just that sometimes I need to purge all the days work
from my head. Its been taking longer and longer to do.

Like right now I'm on this watching all these war time movies, color and
black and white too. Been downloading them really. Get up in the
morning, set 2 or 3 movies for download, when I come home thy are
finished. Transfer them to usb, then plug into my dvd player. Never get
to watch a whole movie cause I usually fall asleep, but you have the
idea, right. Tonight, a classic, Hamburger Hill
--michaelchappell