FUCK !!

There are a couple of things women should know about me...well, not only women, but people in general. One, I get bored VERY easily. Its not like I didn't know this or I just found out. I mean if you leave things all up to me, you have to be willing to go along with what I have planned. Don't like what I have planned, well make a suggestion, I'm open for anything. Don't put our date night all on me cause that's just telling me one thing...that I have to pay for everything. Like I don't mind sometimes, we can go half too...ever heard of that one. Another thing is this. If you're interested in me, let me know, don't play games. I can call, text, smoke signal you all day and every day. You not reaching out to me, like sending a text or something every so often, makes me feel like it's a one way street. I'm not the one to chase after you. I don't 'disappear' as I have been told that I sometimes do. You have ALL forms of reaching me, contacting me, so do so.

Two...I'm a guy and you're a woman. Just like you have guys wanting to get to know you, go out with you, the same way here. But with me its different. I really have to make time. My work takes up most of my time and that even when I'm not working. Maybe when you're at work you don't do much, but still collect a check, not with me. I work my ass off, I'm a cook. I have a role in the kitchen and if I'm not there or on top of my game, shit can go downhill VERY freaking fast. I told one of my teammates in the locker room that I spend 12 hours to and from work 5 days a week. Its true, with traveling and being at work, that is what it is. So weekends are my off time, my time to be off my feet, my time not to be worrying about burning or over cooking something. My time not to be so concerned about presentation being PERFECT. MY TIME TO DO NOTHING BUT VEG THA FUCK OUT !!!!! So doing nothing is perfect for me on the weekends. I don't have to be around the 200 people I see 5 days a week, the crazy ways of some of the cooks that have had a bad night with who ever the fuck they were with. I can focus on doing nothing...I do nothing very well too, you should see it. So, if I say I'm staying in, I can stay in at your place or my place it doesn't matter. But if you expect to hit that club where all your girlfriends are meeting up this weekend, and your funds are low... I can see from a mile away  what part I'm playing into it, and I will opt out for that little get together you wanna have with them, I'm not your blank check.

I'm not paranoid, believe me I am not. But sometimes I can see things coming, see things change. ...and the world, well The United States is changing. Don't believe me, read the newspapers, watch the news, listen to talk radio. Shit is going down right before your own eyes and half of the people in this great country or either unaware or just don't give a fuck. Remember years ago when farmers were having all those problems, they were losing their properties? Lost them, yep they did. Lets go with The Matrix...The Red Pill or The Blue Pill.

Okay the government bought up all the farmers properties that were in foreclosure and they develop on that land. They built communities on those lands. I hope you weren't expecting people to actually live on those lands, raise families in those homes...cause thats not what happening. Those properties owned by the Feds sat there for years and every so often, some one would built these picture perfect homes. But those homes sat empty also for years. Now all of a sudden there is activities on those properties, people moving about. Listen, I can't go into just what is going on, cause it would ruin my already I think perfect day, but do some reading about whats going on out there in the mid west like I have did.

Co worker, female told me yesterday that she has a Blackberry and she has an Iphone.Wants to transfer contacts from BB ti IP, no problem. I found out how with certain programs, so I text her asking sis she have a computer at home, she doesn't. So, I told her to bring both phones and their computer cables to work, I would bring my laptop and during our 2 breaks of a half an hour, I will hook her up. Now the BS starts. She is in her hospital with her mother, and what time am I suppose to start tomorrow. 8am, can I go in at 7am to cover for her, sure, if the Head Chef says its okay..if you call him and ask him, then call me back to confirm. Better yet, I will wake up at 3am, expecting a text from you telling me to be at work at 7am cause I have to leave the house at5am to be there on time. (Crickets chirping), no other text came after that. I have been awake since 3am, ready to go..it is now 5am and no text or phone call. So, I'm leaving at 6am. And when I go in, I don't want to here nix, nine, nada, NOTHING !!