This just hit me..like hit me full right in the face. I'm so use to doing things by myself..like going out, that I don't know what it feels like to take a woman out.
Like I'm so use to doing things by myself, that now, I'm worried about on if my date is going to like where I take her. But then again, fuck it. I told her to tell me what she wanted to do and all she said was that she didn't want to be cold. Then in the next breath, she said she might as well go to this party her friend wants her to go to. I told her to go to that party. Hell, you aren't saying something I haven't heard before. She also said she was disappointed. See, I'm trying really hard to change my ways...change my ways when it comes to women. But its hard, requires too much thinking on my part. I rather stick to the way I do things.
In the past, yes I have to admit, I am focus on one thing. That thing is to get into bed with them, women. It seemed like there was no problem because these women had the same thoughts as I do..did. but being that they don't want to seem too easy, they let me sweat and I guess act like its all my idea...when all along they had the same plans too. Now, since I said I'm gonna change my ways, I'm thinkinlg too much into things..worried about issues.
One of my past friends text melast night and told me before she meets up with me again, she wants to know what I want this time in a realtionship. I text back, do you really think this can work, since you have 2 jobs. 2 jobs that have you bouncing all over the place on the weekends, weekends, which I am off on. Haven't heard word back yet.
You knlow what? I'm not changing for anyone. I'm gonna be me. Why change? No women is going to change for me, right?I accept you for who and what youh are, do the same with me.
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