New York, New York City !!

I guess living in any other place in the world would be the same...right? I don't think so. So much happens and can happen in THIS great city. People who visit mostly visit in Manhattan, spend their money there also. But there are other parts of this city. Other parts that will stretch your dollar to its max, but people don't know this.

Got a call at 1am, heard my cell ring...hell, straight to voice mail I let it go. Its one of the guys I work with. Either they aren't going in today, or something happened in the kitchen. Something happened. Cleaners pulled the fire extinguishers by accident, big clean up, I go in later, 8am. So its 8am to 1pm and its FRIDAY !!

I haven't heard from Hilda since last winter, but I text her Happy New Year earlier this month. Doing that opened a can of worms...but these worms are good. Nice text conversation. She is still single, but asked me was I ready for a relationship. Hell, she lives 3 and a half hours from me. I was willing to relocate to her area and find a job, but she said she was ready to be married...to me. It has nothing to do with her, just marriage I am not ready for and never will be ready for. Hilda is 60 years old, but has the body of a 35, 40 year old woman. So we text for about 3 hours. She says lets see how things go between us. I am to visit her next weekend, problem is that she works 2 jobs, so for 8 hours of that weekend, I will be in her home by myself with her 30 year old daughter. The daughter and I has already had a conversation before. I was straight up with her about her mother. Daughter told me she knows what I am about and that I would be a good man for her mother. She says she wish her current boyfriend was like me, but he is an asshole.

I read this book called Heads in Beds, which cause me to read, Kitchen Confidential. Reading the next book the same author has written after that book. Its all about being a Chef, his ups and downs. Funny thing is...I some what did the same thing. But I'm not a Chef. I DO know how to cook, I follow directions of The Chef, I do what he tells me. I was going to go to this well known Cooking School, but I would be wasting my time. At the pay rate that I am getting, I don't want lesser and with this piece of paper from this school, that will happen. Thats some strange shit to happen. 6 months of this school would cost 40k, nope I can spend what little money I do have on something better...ME !!

I had added something 438 songs to my ipod about 2 weeks ago. I downloaded the music, but I don't know what the fuck I was thinking. Most likely I wanted to hear something different, yeah it WAS different. Took all that off last night, and put on 170 more songs. Most of them are DJ sets, Trance, Progressive Trance and some hip hop and rap. Can't wait to hear it on my daily commute to and from work or any place I travel.

At work, caught this pretty Haitian woman looking at me through out the whole day. She works security, so when I went to leave, she looked in my back pack and I mouthed, call me, She mouthed back I don't have your number, so she gave me hers. Called her on my way to the train station and once I got off the train. Didn't she ask me to come back to work and take the train ride home with her so we can talk. Told her next time, next week, I am home now. Why didn't she say something while I was in Manhattan? Was it suppose to be a show of commitment ?

This picture of this woman that is above, I worked for her 2 times already. She is a great manager when it comes to the food service business. Can cook and run register and make coffee drinks, smoothies, the whole 9 yards. This picture is the 'after' picture. She went to her home town of Mexico, and had an operation...for butt implants, not a chest enhancement mind you, thats ALL her up top. Nice young woman too, 25 years old, but too young for me. She would probably kill me in bed, but that would be a NICE way to leave this cruel, cruel world.