$$ & Luv...Sometimes, Not in That Order

I'm gonna say that I love me some women. I mean, API love making love to a woman. Its a good feeling when a woman calls you and tell you come on over, she doesn't feel like being alone. AT~hen you woke up from the FUCKIN' DREAM YOU WERE HAVIN'. Ain't life a Bitch.

I have the bullet, just don't have the gun. I get a gun, I'm bowing my fuckin' head off. Is it just me, but the reason why we/I ge2t angry at some women is because I can fore see the BULLSHIT they try to run on me and the2 fellas.

Calls, no texts me on Monday about 11am, told me that her son has to go see his Parole Officer at 5:15. So I am to be there by 5pm. In fact I think I passed him when I left the train station. I get there she is cooking dinner?! We haveny exchanged sweat, spit and other body fluids in over 8 months...I think. Hell it feels like a year to me. No one in the aprtment and you want to cook food? Oh se 1was prepared though, long t-shirt with NOTHING underneath, but all she was worried about was burning her pork chops. See, now would be a good time for me to give up ALL pork products.

I'm patient though...if we aren't fuckin' in the next 15 minutes, I'm out. Yep, I left. Takes me a hour and a half to get home from her house, this time I made it in 20 minutes. Refuse to check my phone the. Whole time, she BLEW up my phone too. I answered her text, but one transmission I sent, sent shit downhill, rock bottom.

All I told her was that I enjoyed making love to her cause she has no experience. She is 48 years old and she has been with 2 other men beside me. I like the way she is shy, hiding her body from me. But when she gets REALLY worked up, she is like an animal. I mean she was open for everything except anal. It was like sleeping with a virgin, a virgin with 2 grown ass male adults. When I told her this, she went into...into sayiny sorry she doesn't have the experience that I am use to. (o.O), like what the fuck? I thought I was giving her a compliment. Oh well. She hasn't spoken to me or text me in 2 days.

Joanne emailed me about an hour ago...that's right, I'm on the train now going to see her. She told me to bring my toothbrush. One is there already, she was just saying its an overnighter.

I don't know about woman nowadays. I wish it was the 80's again. See, I know what happened to me. Being in The Army taught me a lot of things. We didn't bullshit around us Soldiers, male and female. At Ft Jackson, there was no issues if you slept with one girl in the room, and then the next slept with her roommates. Or, your fellow soldier, knocks on your door and tell you his girl is here with her girlfriend, 'do me a FAVOR and handle her friend for a couple of hours. See, those woman knew we are Federal Employees and what could we do wrong to them? A female comes into my room cause her girlfriend is in the room with her man, she KNOWS she's fucking. I mean, she came in the barracks with about 75 men sleeping there at 11pm at night. She didn't come to play Spades.

But these woman, these woman with NO knowledgeof what the hold between their legs..oh the POWER they have. They can have anything they want without even asking dor it. But for some strange reason God granted them a pretty face, nice body..but SHIT FOR BRAINS !! Oh, and they get mad when you do one of their girlfriends. Is there a rule about that shit anyway? Like something written in stone? Its simple, if you don't fuck me, some one, one of your friend will. Don't be on the receiving end when she comes and tell you that she met a decent guy and his bed game is like... Then you find out its me, when she says my name. You cfan attempt to scream on me in the street and I will say in a nice evenly toned voice..'you didn't want to fuck me, but she did'. Its true, you're not the only one with a vagina ya know.