Thursdays....

Love Thursdays for some strange reason. I broke it down like this... Most people only work about 3 days a week. Oh they show up 5 days, but actually doing some work amounts to only 3 days. Who does any work on Monday & Friday..No ONE !!

Me and my wisdom, trying to figure out a situation and I've come to the conclusion that I might be a dumb fuck. I doubt it, but.. Okay, she is a beautiful woman with a child, young boy about 5 or 6. I've been told that she is unobtainable..whatever the fuck that means. Everyone is/was trying to get with her. I had small convo with her, the last being a couple of days before Easter. Something was mentioned about going to church and I said I would probably burst into flames once I crossed the threshold. I thought it was a funny ass joke...should've seen the look on her face though.

Anyways... oh, I have to be somewhat careful about what I say here. Internet Police in full control. Just read the newspapers. Fuck that, speaking my mind. I heard, not from her, but I peieced certain shit together.. But I was told that she got caught with another female in a compromising position in the locker room. The female she got caught with, a couple of weeks prior, she made a statement that she could see me being with a White Woman. Cool. But I didn't undrstand that statement though. So, they were caught and now the 2 are in a relationship, was told that they arevliving together. Well good for the both of them. Only goes to prove one thing though.

Listen. I have no thing about the same sex having, living and even exchanging bodily fluids together, to each his or her own. But let's reak this down, I'm only speaking on the female & female relationship. The straight female, she has been used and abused by men if not all her life at least one time too many. Now comes along afemale who was BORN a female, but CHOOSED to act like a man across the board. There is something about being a man that this female likes. The power (?), the status, I don't know what. Is it that she likes eating pussy, and doesn't like a dick in her? I don't know what, but I am going to find out later.

I had a conversation at another place I worked at with a female who is gay. She says she was taking care of her ex baby on the side while she is in another relationship. Cliams that the baby is use to her being around, so she made it a promise to take care of the child no matter what. I made this staement then and I am making it again now.

Women, not all, are just looking for some one to take care of them. ...and you just happen to come along, tickled her FANTASY, and said why not. Hell all she is doing is just licking this pussy any ways, like a man would do. And...she is giving me money, help paying the rent or whatever. I said then, all she is is another paycheck and we will see how long that shit last before she is demanding more and then you, as a female playing the male role, beat feet the hell on outta there.

Present day, the 2 are seen together EVEN seen talking together. I mean they act like they don't even know each other. Now if I see it, do they THINK that the powers that be don't see it also. This job as like any other job, rumors spread quickly about every one including myself. Word was going around that I was Gay, a female approached me and ask was I. I told her, let's go in the bathroom and she could find out for herself. Word went around now that I was crazy, and I have 3 girlfriends at the job.

I'm not focusing on the 2 of them, just the straight female. I mean, damn, what a waste. I will give it until the weather really breaks and all the fine ass women start shedding layers of clothing... to see if the relationship hold up during these warm summer months is what I'm looking forward to seeing.