I'm Beginning to Understand Now

This is how I think it is.

For some strange reason, I find myself talking with some women who...have NO intentions of becoming emotionally involved not only with me, but with any man who has a BRAIN.

Okay, stop me if I'm wromg, but... whyis it the first thing or the first sign that women put out there, that they have not intentions of sleeping..fucking, having sex with ANY man for the rest of their lives. Oh, hey ladies, you wanna know why us older guys date and have younger women as our girlfriends and even as a wife? Gonna tell you.

This isn't just coming off the top of my head either. Its from experience. Seems that these single parent women with 3 kids from different fathers..no 'sperm donors', are just after one thing. MONEY!! No some women can say, 'its not like that', but it is. They can also say,' it isn't about sex all the time' too. Well, what OTHER fuckin' hreason does a human being has to live for then? Tell me, please tell me.

Okay, the woemn who find it very hard to be emtionally attached..they are the ones who are scarred. It isn't me either. I was told by a woman who is engaged that if she wasn't she would for sure hook up with me, but hse got a good man right now, and she isn't going to mess that up. But she hooked me up with a friend, who turned out after we got together, saw dollar signs in her eyes. I went back to the engaged woman and told her. She told me that she spoke with her and told her not to fuck up a good thing with me. Too late. Now she is so sick, her body, something medical, she reaches out to me crying. I have no love for her. And I told her straight up about trying to be 'that' type of woman. God don't like ugly.

There are some women, my age who don't have children, no man and are doing well for themselves. All they have been doing all this while, is taken care of themselves, but lack that man who will understand them. Well, I tried to, a lot of them, I tried to. They get so use to doing and being by themselves, that they don't know how to act around men who they claim, 'they want it to work' between us. I know you do, so do something different. Stop being judgemental about everything you have no control over. Its..'' don't do this, I don't do that, I don't eat this, or I don't go here or there'.

Well, I'm just getting tired of this whole dating thing. Where are the 'real' women at? The ones that just take a man for who he is.