WTF, Crazy Ass Times...Gets Worse Before It Gets Better

...I was doing it all wrong, my bad.

Crazy ass times we are living in. If its not for school kids destroying the..hell, you can't go to school any more. Well, grade school that is. Kids are shooting in schoolslike its part of the learning process. See, shit like that won't or hasn't happened, not that I know of in NYC's schools. Reason why? Kid pulls out a gun, if not the teacher, other kids would pull out too.

That's new and different. She told me that she doesn't understand why I am single and why I want to be with her. Also, how come I don't have any children, am I that selfish? Asked her can I just come out and be straight up with her. I like the whole process of having sex. Why would I want to mess it up with having children. Picture what your life would be like if you had no children, it was just you. You would be able to come and go and do as you pleased. Only worry about one mouth to feed. Don't have to stay up late at night wondering where and what your child is getting into. If you get bored with where you're living, you could just up and go, only to worry about yourself. She still doesn't understand. Broke it sown further for her. What is it you want from me then? Her, the standard, I can take care of myself and my own kids. True that, sois it just only about the sex then? And if so, when and what timeh will you have. I just wanted to meet you and see what would happen. Four kids...what time do you really have for yourself? Kids drive you crazy, you say you just go into your room and close the door. As long as they aren't fighting, its all good. So, are you looking for a sex partner, is that part of your life missing? See, I come straight out and ask these questions. I won't know unless you ask. My life is an open book. What you want to know, all you have to do is ask.

But there is always some hidden agenda some where along the line. Most of the time some women don't even know what they want. Its like pulling teeth, its a process. Me, I will pull teeth, using no novocaine. Sometimes I can be a little too straight forward. Hell, life is too freaking short.