I Just Don't Understand...

...I mean, I shouldn't be the one...but then again I should say something. But I will wait until after the services.

My mother had once told me that when one of her cousins had died, her sister went with another family member to the cousins house. This was before her only living daughter, who lived a good distance away, upstate, could make it down to her mother's apartment. By the time the daughter got there, all the jewelry, was either taken or all the good stuff was missing. Something like that happened a little while ago.

I have been living with my mother for over 2 years. Upon her passing, I only went into her room to turn on the light for her cat, and to check to see who buzzed the intercom downstairs. I wasn't expecting anyone, and the only person who does that would be the mail woman. My mother gets a lot of mail, too much to fit in the box. Anyways, that's the only reason I went into her room. Today, my brother and 2 sisters came over to pick something out for the viewing and for the service. They were going thru all of her draws, looking for I don't know what. My sister mentioned something and I took offense to it.

She said that when she was over here when my mother was in the hospital, before she left, my mother said to make sure she gets the diamond earrings that she had in the drawer. She said that their were 5 pait=rs of them. Both of my sisters said that they weren't in there. One sister said it in a way that she was sort of like, I took them. The other sister didn't say a word. Mind you now, the one that didn't say a word, when she came straight over, went straight to the bedroom. I wanted to say something, but if I did, I guess I would've made myself look guilty. I just don't like what was said or not said...accusing is the word.

Being that my mother is no longer here, so, I will have to move out of the apartment, which is a Condo. No biggie though. I have no job, but searching, but that doesn't stop me. Since she past away, I made up my mind with what I am going to do.