So.. So I Kind of Know Now..I Think

There is one thing about me that I know.. I don't do anything for anyone if I don't want to. If I don't want to do something, and I mean anything..I won't do it. I will not go back and forth with anyone once my mind is made up.

Same thing holds true for anything I want to do. If I have it set in my head I'm going to do something..just try and stop me from doing it.

This 2omq. I met online about 10 years ago we have sort of a relationship. I mean I like her and she likes me. She wants me to move out to long Island and in with her. The thing is I don't know if I can or could find a job there. I probably can, but I would need a car, no buses like in New York City. She sent me a text saying that I've changed.nthat I'm not into her as I was before. I still am..it's just.. 

Listen, she doesn't drive in the highway which means it's a 3 hour ride by public transportation to go and see her. Sex with her is great for the better part.bits just that didn't travel to me in The Bronx. Her mind was and is made up about driving on any highway.

So now that I'm here in Virginia, she thinks it's something that she did. Yes and no. No, I still have feelings for her and yes, you should at least try and drive to meet me. I let her know this. She wants to visit me here and tells me that I would have to buy her plane ticket. No the fuck I ain't.

Gotta go clock in at work, 7am to 1pm 

To Be Continued