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So much has been happening to me, some good some not so good.

Work: in the last week and a half, 3 Shift Managers have either quit or moved in to bigger and better things. That leaves two Shift Managers. One is highly well trained and know her shit..the other, I don't know about her. I caught her with that '1000 Yard Stare' A look of what the fuck am I doing here. Will I be stuck in this nowhere job for the rest of my life? And, God I'm only 19 for Christ sake. What I say... 'Ah, the look of young and fresh Food Service Worker, still wet behind the ears. Not know what lays ahead in their future.'

The job took 7.5 hours away from me two weeks ago..only to have me work the past week 40 hours in 6 days straight. I haven't done 6 days in a row in more than 3, 4 years. My body was use to it, it needed rest and sleep. I was woke up at 2am..and than again at 3:30am..I have to be at work at 4am and it's a 22 minute walk to work. Thank God a Shift Manager was picking me up. As I stood in front of the shower, I tezt her that I JUST woke up. She said take it easy, shell wait for me. I. 8 minutes I was downstairs in her car..NO shower, just a cold wash cloth to wipe the sleep out if my eyes. Surprisingly the day was a good day.

Personal Life: intries to live by The Gen5 Rule..only date/sleep with woman who are half my age plus 6 or 7 years added on. I broke that rule, she's 34 years old. In the back of my head I'm thinking I'm going to have Performance Issues, nope I didn't. Only thing is I'm not that young anymore.

I want to say this, some people are given jobs just based on the color of their skin. I hear some out there saying no that isn't true. I see it every day and almost every where I've been in my life. People are treated differently because of the color of their skin and if you don't believe that.. You're one of those people.