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 I think I know what MY problem is. I try..no, I push myself to damn hard. 

My main priority is work, my job. Everything after that is just...I don't know what to call it. My job or my career means everything to me. I know my stuff when it comes to being in a kitchen. Like I said, I enjoy cooking for others. So when I say something about THE WAY things..no fuck that. The way shit is suppose to be ran, I mean that fucking shit.

I don't give a flying fuck what culinary school your ass went to. IF I SEE your culinary school graduate ass doing something fucked up in the kitchen. I'm working in, and we ARE a team, ALL of us are fucked. I don't care if youve been there 2 years. If you didn't say something and knew it was wrong..fuck am I going to listen or even let your dumb ass even lead me. Believe me when I say I am stepping over you. Another thing...

My job helps me do the things 8 like to do... Have fucking money in my pocket and have money in my account(s). If you're my Lead and need the help, best bel5 when I say to you or ask you do you want me to come in, my body already knows...NO SLEEP, NO REST! So, you better ask me because I am going to only mention/ask you ONCE. You change your mind, depends if you're more.ir female. I'm keeping it real. Its not about the money because these fuckers can't meet my pay requirements. So I doing it for other reasons. Again, enough of this.

Only mentioning it one more time. I wanted to go back to her hotel room but I couldn't. For one there isn't enough hours in the day. And..if I went there..I would only have a 45 minute window and I would need at least 3 hours. Yeah I said it 3 hours and not all three hour are fucking. Damn, who fucks for 3 hours?

Home girl has a husband and a boyfriend. Now she wants me as a Side Piece. I staring out told her that she couldn't afford me and she doesn't like fucking as much as I do. She think she's Ballin, naw.. Both her husband and her boyfriend are giver her money. Sh want me, she has to.pay me and cut one of them.off. I told her don't fucking play with me because sometimes I don't play fair or well with others. And again, you can't and don't know or every begin to know how to take care of all of THIS. You thing your pussy opens wallets..Bitch please. This dick will have you acting.ill responsively on many levels. 16, 18 minutes with me, you'll need 12 hour to get your shit BACK together. She told me I couldn't handle all of her..I told her that I'll have her questioning her OWN exsitance. But then again, I don't have the time. 

Gotta go.