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First... I feel like shit. Fir the last almost three weeks, my nose has been running it's own marathon.

It's so bad that I don't use tissues any more, I've moved on to paper towels. Yesterday afternoon I thought I was getting over what ever the fuck I have, but no. I went to stand up and I felt dizzy. No, I was dizzy. So much so that I was walking sideways. I was bumping into furmi6 and people. And to make matters even more worst than they are, my lady friend died r even give a Fuck on how I'm feeling. She still expects a ND demand I have an erection. What the fuckz right?

So, Thanksgiving came and went. I did t feel like..I don't know what I was not feeling like. I was surrounded by some people who weren't in the holiday spirit, no not at all. The day started off with me sleeping late, I go up at 6:30am...that considered early ass afternoon to me. My normal wake up time IS 2am. No work, though I volunteered to do so but my Manager said that I would get to sleep in at the shelter on that day. I guess she was a guest there herself at one time or another. But it was true, they didn't do a wake up call like normal, if you wanted to sleep all day, you could've. I wanted to go to Golden Coral, but NO buses were running and the guys with cars didn't want to make any extra money. Wait they did, at 9pm I was approached by 3 of the 5 guys who I asked. Turns out they had the munchies and I looked at them.like they lost their minds and I walked away from each one if them.

My friend was spending Thanksgiving at her mother's house, family up from North Carolina. I wanted to go to her place and chill but she said no because she wasn't there. What I suspected was that she had a female Lover over for the holidays. Either way, male or female, I could care less. You don't you, you're young, I say go for it. But yesterday she texted me and told me that I better get on her house after I shower and she wasn't hearing a no.

The trip to New York City is till a go. Approval for me and the woman who also lives here has been signed off on, but I'm worried. She has to pay for the rental car with her money, which I have fir her in cash, but... This woman lies too damn much..about every damn thing. She told me she will have the money on her card the 1st of December, but I don't believe her. If I miss this trip, I swear she is a Ghost to me. I won't even look in her direction ever again.

My ride is here, gotta go.