On The Road Again!!

I have a doctor's appointment on the 9th of December. Since there are not any Greyhound buses leaving from this town... The only option is rent a car. And me with no license either.

So this woman who I will call Ms. M, said she would rent a car for me..if only I take her along with me. My plan was to drive there and back, but since she never been to New York City... Then she hit me a little while ago with something earth shattering.

She said that she never ever slept with a Black man and she wants me to be her first and only. She's 55 years old and has a decent body, pretty face..long blonde hair and her voice makes me think of exotic things. I've told her that.

I'll pay for the car rental but everything else we go half on. I asked can she afford it and she show me her bank account on her cell phone. She says for the short time we are to be there in New York City, she wants me to create memories for her. I told her I would and will.

Of course like a little kid she wants to know what I have planned. I told her I'm gonna treat her like a cute cousin who ain't really my cousin. 

The thing about her is this. She already told me how she feels about me, and she makes it known around her and that's makes me uncomfortable. It has nothung to do with the color of her skin, it's.. This is a shelter and true people find Love or whatever in some of the strangest places, but for me, not here, not now.

Since I'm doing the driving, and it's a 6 and a half hour drive... there's my excuse. Dislike using the 'Not now honey, I'm tired' excuse, but I'm going to have to. Isn't helping that the hotel I booked for one night only has one bed. Last night one of her front approached me and told me something.

She told that Ms. M is REALLY looking forward to this trip, and that she is so excited about being alone with me in another state which she has never been in before..and doing something that she always had wanted to do, and didn't think that she would get a chance to do it. OMG!! I'm this woman's sexual fantasy come true. I really don't want to break her heart and I really don't want to make Love to her. But.. I really need to get to NYC on that day though. I can't change the date. So I guess I have a decision to make the closer we get to my destination.