Star Date...

I just want this day to start, and then be over with. You know how you kind of worked hard all week, Friday comes, and you just want it to be over with? That's how I am feeling...anxious. (think I spelled that right).

Went for an early morning walk around 2:30am and thought of something. Like, what is the difference between power & strength? Figured it out too. People can have power, but lack strength. You can have all the money in the world and people won't, can't respect you. Also, you can have all that same money and people WILL respect you. Strength? To fight and endure...accomplishment. You can say the same thing about power too.

I aslo thought about the people I take pride in, and only one person comes to mind. My sister Donna. In a forwarded email from her job Citi Group, a tear welled up in my eye. Here this woman... She met a guy, whom became her boyfriend. This guy's mother worked for Citi Banks a teller, she offered my sister a job as a teller and she accepted. fast forward 28 YEARS later...sister STILL works for them, corporate though, VP of Human Resources. WOW !! She has been through a lot and continues to do so, but she pushes on...STRENGTH !!

Why can't these people who have BILLIONS of dollars figure out.....wow, my phone just rebooted itself. Why can't these people do something right with their money instead of just sitting on it and earning more. I mean how rich is rich? No, what the do is give it away to others who already have enough. Its all part of a game. I think its sickening when you have enough money for 3 generations and you do nothing with it. POWER !!

I walk the same way everyday when I get of the train heading to work. I mostly likely see the same people too, but I don't pay attention. Wait I do, I see the same guy at the same spot almost every morning. We don't speak as we pass by, but we do notice each other. I turn the corner, walk down one block and wait for the light, Cross the street, under the scaffold, see this woman, who i think is homeless, she is always reading a paper. Walk couple of car lengths, see the 3 guys that work in this building. We don't speak either. See another guy, like I said we notice one another. Almost to the corner, I cross the street between this building awning. 2 days ago, found a 20 dollar bill laying right in the middle of the street. On the sidewalk now waiting on the corner for the light to change. Cross, underneath another scaffold, another homeless woman who I know is homeless. Stopped and gave her that 20, told her she dropped it last night. Gave me a look like...but accepted it. Walk 4 car lengths at work. STRENGTH