So...Taking The Plunge Once Again

I've notice something; as I do almost every single day that I awake and breathe. I know I do it, but I'm unaware that I do it, surely some one will point it out to me. But..people don't always mean what they say, they don't always do what they do too. And we all know that we as people, we can be real assholes.

Bear with me on this one. She met a guy online and he claimed he was single, no children. Lonely and being of early 50's in age, she is and was looking for some one to call her own. Some one to spend those lonely cold nights with. After 7 months of their first meet, she like what he had to offer. Told her he loves and care for her. He moves in with her, she offered, he accepted. He doesn't work and since now that she is head over heels in love with him, he doesn't have to. A year goes by, she does everything for him. Lets him borrow her car, gives him money and buys him clothes. He doesn't have to ask for it, she gives it to him. Then one day it happens...she gets a call from a women who claims to be his wife. He married her  so she can get her Green Card, but he is also sleeping with her, they have a relationship. He tells his wife that he works night, overnights; tat way he can be with her during the daytime. But she has a job also. The wife tells the girlfriend that he is living with what the deal is, they meet and she explains it all to her. The girlfriend; whom he is living with is heartbroken. The wife says he is nothing but a con artist, but she has grown to love him not for what he does for he, but as for the attention he pays to her. The girlfriend kicks him out, the wife does the same thing. What does he do? He moves on to the next person.

Another woman...I clicked on her picture, read her bio, emailed her. 51 years old, looks good. So we just start email each other, 2 hour sessions going back and forth. My bio says looking for friends, but I did state in it that I'm looking for that special some one. I hide nothing, I say just what I want in my bio and in my emails to her. The emails at first are very 'vanilla' nothing of sexual nature or intent, until...She tells me that she hasn't had sex in 14 years and that she isn't a booty call. I understand exactly what she is saying, but me being me, I break it down to her. I tell her ahead of time, that when we are at a certain point, without even meeting me, or hearing my voice, you are going to want to sleep with me. That you are going to want to see me, you are going to tell me things that you have never told anyone before. All for the simple fact that you don't know me, and as far as you are concerned, you will never meet me. But, as we continue to chat/email, you will feel less exhibited; open up more about tell me of you, your likes and dislikes. It all started with..'so tall and sexy as hell'. I let her know right away she is starting something, and I will continue. The email ended with her saying, 'now I have to take a shower'.

I am not the most handsomeness man alive, but I love me. Meaning, I love who I am. The first woman, I'm taking her out next Sunday, nothing special. A place where she wants to go, feels comfortable with, a lot of people around. She a broken heart thats trying to mend herself and we are only going to be friends..not unless she wants more.

2nd woman, she has been single for a long time. She wants sex, but won't just come out and say it. She will say what she doesn't want, but will only say that her man needs to be 'nasty'. We haven't set anything up as of yet, she has been single for a long time. Going slow with her as a friend also.

I'm no dog, I'm a good person. But yet again I am a man. I know how t talk to women, notice I said women and not girls, teenagers...anyone under 32. Yep, I've set an age limit, cause that's what it says some where I read, and its true. There are plenty of women I come across on a daily basis that I find attractive, but I won't invade their space until they give me  a sign that they are interested.