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I honestly wish I could fall in Love with a woman who has money or cam from money. Like, her parents are wealthy as duck, she doesn't have to work and all her parents wants her to be in Love with ME!!

I said this to a friend and she said that all i want is hrr money. I said no, I will be in Love with her...but it would be nice that she has/came from money as a bonus. All of us wish that at one time or another. It would be nice not to work anymore, worry about anything and travel the world. Even staying home would be nice with no traveling involved. It takes a lot to get up every damn day and earn a living. To just stay home and do nothing suits me fine...WITH MONEY.

Office Politics is a pain in the ass. When two females don't like each other in other departments and I have to work with both of them...my brain can only take so much from either one of them. One feels she is privileged and the other just..I don't know, just doesn't care one way or another. Of course with me being me, I say what I feel and I also listen. Both think that they are experts in what they do. Both just don't know that what they do, I can do it alao5 and probably much faster but I'm not trying to go that route any more.

I told both of them.. I'm at the end of my game, it's all downhill for me from here on out. I don't have nothing to prove to anyone, my resume speaks for myself. A job is work, with work you get paid, end of story. But when you can't get along with your coworkers that isn't a good look because we are a team. 

I saw this woman I know at 4:45 this morning standing outside the store and she asked me for a dollar. I gave her $10. You know she ran to the crack spot, but I knew she would do that.  It what threw me off was that she smelled like a wild animal. She a pretty young woman..well at least 2 months ago when I first saw her. I haven't seen her since that first time I saw her until this morning. The streets and drugs just drain your Soul. The Streets takes no prisoners and downt care what your age is. I can't feel sorry for her. She probably downt have a worry in the world except for where her next high is going to come from.

At 3pm today I am off for the next three days. I always tell myself I'm going to do something productive..and then I don't. I tell myself I also earned the right to do nothing at all. I don't have to go and visit friends or family.. I don't have to sweep and mop my room...which I did after about a month the other day. I'm a clean person so I out off cleaning for a s long as I can. I don't have to spend hours in my kitchen cooking..throw what ever I have either in the oven or the microwave, simple.

I just want this work day to be over with so I can do nothing.