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Some people aren't cut out or even made for the job positions they fill.

I work from the age of 14 years old to this present year. From 1974 to 2021. There were only two years I didn't work and no it wasn't because I was in jail or prison. How I know this is because of my Social Security number, the website told me so. When I say I am TIRES OF WORKING, believe me I am tired. Getting up early in the morning. I have the Army to thank for that...waking up early, being prepared in case something goes wrong. I have a Working Spirit, something I am grateful for. Sometimes this Spirit is a real pain in the ass. It's like... It's like 95 percent of me...though I try to sleep in, I can't. Sometimes I force myself to take time off and when I do it messes with me. When I'm not at the job site it's like I'm missing something. I don't want to be the one who doesn't know what's going on, I don't want to say 'well, I wasn't there.'

I believe if you apply for a job, and then interview for the job, get the job...you DO the job no matter what it takes. Of course if your employer tells you to do something that you don't feel comfortable with doing, if the job might place you in danger or something, tell them how you feel, but still try and do what they ask you to do.

There are people who will say anyth5nat the interview to get that job that position. And then when they actually get the position slack off and so nothing. When you apply and get a job dealing with people who cant help themselves for an example..and you treat those same people with no respect and compassion...I believe and hope there is a special place set aside for them in Hell. I've held positions like that before and I did all that I could do to make those people lives a little bit easier. I wish and sometimes prayed  that God give me that little bit of MORE compassion and to let those that I am trying to help, to let them know I'm doing the best I can do within the guidelines of my job.

Then there are those who just don't give a flying fuck and will do the job for only the money. Just show up at work getting the hours and sit on their asses and do nothing. Or, they don't know how to multi task, move their asses to do something that takes seconds, and then go back no what they are doing. Click in at work and do as little as possible, or actually do do shit. They are the same ones who say that they don't or didn't come to work to make friends. They say I came to work to do my job and that's it, but don't do their job and still collect a paycheck.

I don't know... I tired of working with people who don't do their job and they work with me. I out my ALL into everything I do, it's my job and I will do what is expected of me to do and a whole lot more. I try.. I tell myself to stay back, let someone else step up, but no one else really does. It's not for the money, it's not to be recognized... It's my job and I will do it as best as I can.