I really think so. I mean if it was switched around, I would. Honestly I think I would have to. I remember when that show was on my foot. I depended on a person to just give me .I ey whenever I asked for it. It didn't matter that I always paid it back either. Sometimes it would be a couple of days late, but I did. Then I wised up, I took a good look at what I was doing. I imagined what it felt like if I was the lender and saw me approaching me...knowing what I was only coming for.i can't describe what that feeling felt like, it's hard to but it wasn't a good welcoming feeling though.
First of all I was trying to tell this person how to run his life. All I was saying was that should just take a look at what he was doing and how it was effecting his life and our friendship. But he didn't see it how I saw it. He didn't see it as how another person came to me and asked me what was going on 2ith him. I didn't jnw5 how to answer that person other than saying I don't know. It got to the point that I told that person to ask my friend, but he never did.
So now he is angry at me. I don't see what for. But this morning he spoke to me, which meant he wants something from me. This time he has to hear no..and a no with no explanation. When he appr5 me he second time, I was asked was I going to work today and for the third time I told him I told him I'm not working for those people anymore until I get a phone call from the Manager asking me back personally. I also told him that I can't work in that type of environment where people don't work but I do. I told him that the owners and the management know what they are doing and don't care because it's all cheap labor to them and they don't care other than the employees are just bodies. Bodies that are on Probation, Parole and are drug addicted. I'm better than just that. But my friend is going in to that spot and working and coming to ask can he borrow so more money. No!
Things are getting out of control with him. How I know, his female friends call and approached me asking what's going on with him. Others, who somewhat look after us and others have called me in the office and ask me the same questions. I don't say anything, I don't know anything. I feel all they want is what they already know, a confirmation from me and they can take action.
He's explosive and threatening. He's like a little kid having a tantrum, only want what he wants and wants it know. I told him one time to handle his business, you're a grown ass man. You shouldn't depend on another man to be their to handle your business. It's not me I talking about. It's what I witness another man doing and saying to my friend but he didn't know I was watching. The look I gave that person was..try being and saying that way with me, I wish you would try that shit with me.
My friend also.tri3s making small talk with me. Telling me again about getting his birth certificate, getting some other documents that he told me he was getting or needed to get a month ago. All I said was that he should have been done that. He asked me don't I have another check coming from the job. I told him to don't worry about my money, worry about yours. I did it malice and anger. Then he old me that he is going to set up his debit card that he got in the mail about 3 weeks ago, he's going to do it tomorrow. I told him that he wasn't going to do anything but whatever.
I know one thing though, he is going to stick to his routine. Get off from work which is a hot a sweaty place. Not come back and wash his ass, but to hither streets Doug what thinks is okay. I don't know how a person can work 6 hours getting all funked up and then go out and scramble, and then come back at 11pm, take a shower and try to fall asleep only to wake up at 5:30am. Asking me to wake him up when I get up. Fuck am I an alarm clock?
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