Sunday..5:12am... Don't Act Like you Don't Want to, Because You Do

One of my MAJOR faults when it comes to women is remembering their names...

It's like this. With no more than five women and myself working in a room together, I can remember their names within 15 minutes but... But with any number greater than that, and throw in some males... I won't remember shit. I will start to make up names for them to help me remember though.

Now get this..I've spent an entire weekend starting on a Friday at 11pm...met in a club, talked, danced..left the club to get a room...spent up to Sunday around 6pm with a woman..and I didn't know her name until she said..'You don't even know my name, do you?' I told her no I didn't, and I didn't know how to because THIS happened really fast. She knew my name because I told her. I told her that I thought she was going to tell me her name, but I thought it was a thing she was into. We laughed. Gave me her number, but still didn't tell me her name. When I called to make sure she got home alright, I called her by the room number, 140. About 3 days later she texted me her name. 

I'm using about 2 Social Media apps..and yes, to meet women. Oh my GOD!! The women South of D.C. are breath taking. So far I have met 10 women in person. Four of them aren't creeped out because I'm staying in a Shelter for now. The other 6 had other plans in mind...like spend MY money. They still text call asking am I still living there..and I tell them yes on up to February. But here is one who is an Attorney and lives in Norfolk, no children...43 years old. She has drove to see me 5 times already and the last 4 times...she was parked in the parking lot just sitting there waiting for me. I was shocked because I know I didn't tell her to come. But it was no biggie and she asked was it okay. Told her show up whenever you want to, it's perfectly okay with me. This woman though...

She told that she HAD TO meet me when I messaged her. This is what I said...'Your profile picture makes you look like you're an Attorney...HELP!! I'm locked up and I didn't do it, come set me free.' Her response was give me your number, and I did. She called within 2 minutes. I said hello when I answers and she said whatever I say to her is Attorney Client Privileged. And I responded by just saying some dumb crazy things like..'At age 5 I pulled my sister's hair, and age 9 I kicked my dog...' And she couldn't stop laughing. She then said, I want to meet you and am I up for that. She showed up 4 hours later.

I enjoy meeting people because of the line of work I am in. I'm a Cook, not a Foodie. I will cook whatever you tell me to as long as you have instructions or tell me how to step by step. Meeting new people to me is like cracking open a new book. It's a feeling, we both don't know each other but we are about to.

Those other 6 women... They see my age, see my pictures and I don't know what goes thru their heads. They might think I'm old, can't get it up. Hell I'm beginning to think I can't get it up. I would do a 'Confession', but I won't. You just have to ask me and I'll be totally honest too.

It's Sunday morning. I washed my clothes, washed my sheets and Blankets. Reorganized my storage containers. I'm ready for this coming work week. I sure wish my DORMMATES do as I do... It's healthy and they would feel sort of like they accomplished something if not anything for this passing week.